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A few years after the Nazi's were taken to the US.

What a brilliant opportunity for experiments to be done on these hospitalized babies some of whom were in for over a year.

Amongst the babies who died of PD, they were nearly all in hospital whereas the ones who were nursed at home, mostly lived. They were just left to cry in those days and here is something - some parents have told other people with PD that they were banned from visiting.

Not as such though I know that something bad happened in the hospital.

In hindsight now, I can see that a very hard training period has been needed and has had the intended results apart from some final very deep healing, for which I will remain cautious about where I go for help thanks AJ. I do believe that God can heal me without seeing anyone as there is so...

What brought things to a head, was Christmas, having a standing invitation to my brothers daughter's house for lunch. I was really hopeful that I could get closer to them all (two daughters with families) after my isolation previously. However, on Christmas Even afternoon, my brother (the...

Am having revelations by the minute! Maybe the alter thing is what is going on and I was not fully healed in my psyche.

I believe that my psyche and spirit were previously fully healed, but the brain damage was not and this is what needs doing now. My message of hope is for those who have been likewise damaged that here is hope for 100% healing as He said He would bind up the broken hearted.

Absolutely! Great to meet you!

Oh boy this is surely a delicate pathway in getting free. I think maybe that the Lord has waited to go down to deep healing because of the things going on in the world and the extreme levels of deception in the church.

Another weird thing in previous church was that I began to have demonic attacks to stop me going there like a collision on my way to church. However, it made me more determined when I should have left as I think it was the devil doing it to make me stay! I was trauma bonded tot he church and the...

Yes and as Ingrid said - if you have fawn issues then being told to make amends to perpetrators is not good advice.

Yes exactly. I got myself into this mess by following His guidance lol Know it was all planned by Him. My life is just beginning to make sense now and this thread is helping.

I am healing at a very fast rate just listening to therapists on line, and listening to a 12 step conference yesterday agreeing with Ingrid Clayton over 12 steps being unhelpful for us. I went to Celebrate Recovery for a while but decided it did not help me with trauma.

Always very lonely and suspect Aspergers. Very confusing time ending with early marriage (19) to a compulsive gambler who ended up in prison leaving me with two kids. Always a very very difficult relationship with mam and mostly absent father.

I have been having a lot of problems in churches. I was in Reformed denom. but began to doubt the doctrines. Then I was having trouble with my next door neighbours who went to same church but I doubted their testimony for several reasons one being a Buddha statue in their garden. Anyway, the...

Another question - I have an appointment with a mental health nurse tomorrow and was going to ask about a cPTSD diagnosis - have not been in their hands so far. Is this wise? I have found a private therapist on phone.

Just want to say thank you all.

I am 74 and shocked that so much is coming out at this age! I was 10 months when taken into hospital seriously ill from 'teething powders' and many babies died from it. I have been sick since then. I have a vague memory of looking into a side ward with a metal cot besides an open window my...

Just want to say hi as I work my way through the thread (page 55 now). A question, I had severe trauma starting as a baby when dumped in hospital with mercury poisoning )more on that later) then a dysfunctional family, mother probably narcissist, then two abusive marriages, second husband a...