not going to censor myself here, so this might be a short trip ok. Walking out of the world is hard work, harder for some than others i guess. Don't let convention dictate what offends you and what doesn't if you want to get back to What is it? and notime. You are going to be quite offended at pretty much every suggestion for leaving the world. But if you don't, you are wasting your time, and waiting in vain, and that seems the most offensive.