I was in something like a covered area similar to a tunnel or a cave that was open at one end. I could see light coming from the open end where it was bright and sunny. I knew that the paradise of God was in that direction. Looking around I could see many lights all around the walls and I realized that I was in the same form, a light (soul). I did not have any limbs or a mouth to speak of but my mind and all my thinking processes were with me. I moved and communicated by thought. My awareness and senses were heightened exponentially in that place.
Someone approached us, in the form of a man whom I believed to be Jesus. He asked everyone to form a line. (communicating by thought). He walked down that line and stopped in front of me and he said “ It’s your turn.” I felt deep sorrow and sadness emanating from him and at the same time got a quick download of how my life was going to play out. Then he walked away. I replied in my thoughts that I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay with him, I wanted to run after him but something inside me said “Obey.”
Suddenly I was on what appeared to be an operating table and I could make out harsh lighting on the ceiling and lots of noise and activity. So I was born into a family of five siblings, I being the youngest at that time. I still had a mind like an adult so it was very frustrating knowing what was happening around me but unable to react because I was in a baby's body. It took until I was around three or four years old before I finally adjusted to being a child.
I asked my mom once when I was around 9-10 what my name was and she told me. Then I asked “who gave me that name?” she replied that she did. I asked what my name was before that, she said that I didn’t have another name, I was born and she gave me the name. I remembered being very confused because God hadn’t taken away any memory of being in the heavenlies so I replied, That is not my name. I had another name before, the name you gave me is not my name.
So I grew up in this large family with four younger siblings and four who were older. Life growing up was a collection of supernatural experiences where the heavenlies collided into my daily life up till now. Glory!
Angelina 25/10/2024
