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Fritz wrote a lot about the city that is under the park, replete with its own police force.
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Can you link me to it? I've read a lot of his stuff but not all of it. I have so many memories of underground cities ....a lot of them were connected to the military. I believe it was Aquino who took me to the bases from very small (maybe age 3 and up). But I remember an underground place where there were businesses, clothing stores, offices, restaurants ...just endless... wide and tall enough to drive lanes of traffic ...but there wasn't that sort of traffic. There were a lot of people, but not like above ground. Just writing what I'm seeing in memories as I type.

Something almost connected related to the Disney tunnel as I was typing but then it slipped away .... that's frustrating.
 

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I gained memories of satanic rituals that took place in churches... one specifically was a mockery of the Day of Atonement. I think I wrote about it on here recently. If I can find it, I'll link it.
That post is here.

But it's no wonder I had those extreme difficulties upon walking into a church building.
Decades ago, when I was at America, there was a period when the Lord had forbidden me from entering any 501(c)(3) "church." Just recently, within the past week, he has told me to find a (local) fellowship.
 
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I always pushed those flashes down ...every time I attended church. I didn't know they were memories held by dissociates parts of myself. I dealt with that until my early 30's when I finally was ready to go to those broken places with the Lord and see what was hidden at the roots of those triggers and fears.
@doctrox I did all the Christianese things they tell you to do ....and they are even scriptural. I'd get flashbacks and (not knowing they were flashbacks) I would "cast down imaginations" ....rebuke the devil in Jesus' name .... resist the devil and he will flee. It only worked till the next time. It never stopped until I was able to face the trauma and allow God to reveal what was at the root and bring healing.
 

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I did all the Christianese things they tell you to do ....and they are even scriptural.
lol @ "Christianese" ! But yeah, apples and oranges.

I'd get flashbacks and (not knowing they were flashbacks) I would "cast down imaginations" ....rebuke the devil in Jesus' name .... resist the devil and he will flee. It only worked till the next time. It never stopped until I was able to face the trauma and allow God to reveal what was at the root and bring healing.
This is the difference, the distinction, that must be made in deliverance ministry - to discern the diff between what is MPD/DID and what is core. "SRA'" is another kettle of fish; not unlike V2K versus demons.

Thank you so much! How did you do that so quickly?! lol

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Decades ago, when I was at America, there was a period when the Lord had forbidden me from entering any 501(c)(3) "church." Just recently, within the past week, he has told me to find a (local) fellowship.
Amazing. I have not had a home church for so so long. Most of the ones I thought were a "church home" were cult fronts ...handler pastors and leaders. The pastor my husband and I had for 13 years after we were married ...I thought I had met him when I was age 20 after I was married. But when we moved states to be part if his community, I began to get memories of him and his grown son (some 12 yrs older than me). It didn't make sense to me, bc the memories that were popping up were from my childhood and took place on military bases. Now, I know why. I also know ....my husband was supposed to move me to be there. It was all orchestrated. He was one of my handlers. I remember him escorting me to a meeting with the black pope on the top of a mountain/ritual grounds. He was with me at military bases as a child. He was with me at a private school where many of us children were introduced to a hybrid girl named Marlena.

Sorry I took that in a totally different direction. But as far as churches ....for me, they've all been heavily infiltrated, and/or they reject me as soon as they discover my history. But I believe that soon.there will be groups of authentic believers meeting in houses or under a tree, or in caves ....
 

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This is the difference, the distinction, that must be made in deliverance ministry - to discern the diff between what is MPD/DID and what is core. "SRA'" is another kettle of fish.
And too, churches desperately need to be educated in this. I would physically cringe or step back a couple steps when someone approached me to pray for me, or to hug me. It was automatic to take 2 or 3 steps back if someone approached me. If someone who wasn't cult was there, maybe they would've seen the signs of trauma. Eye contact was difficult, too.

And when I began to walk through the traumas with the Lord, there were alters who were fronting in church. And they'd freak out, collapse in the floor in a fetal position when a man came to put his hand on my forehead to pray. Someone who didn't know any better would've labeled that "demonic." But it wasn't demonic at all. It was the response of a very traumatized child. Thankfully, a couple of older ladies in the church recognized at keast that it was a trauma response. They came over and gently prayed and stayed till I was able to get up.

This was back around 2008/2009. That church was one I was led to, God knowing that there were many ritual abuse and MK survivors there ....even the pastor and his family were bloodline. But God sent me there to shed light and share my testimony even though I was still in process of healing. My time there was temporary. I was eventually rejected by my friends, but they apologized about 5 years later after they realized why God had sent me there. The pastor was amazing, honestly ...but very wounded by what he suffered. No one knew .....I saw it. I could tell. Plus, like I said, he was illuninati bloodline.
 

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Amazing. I have not had a home church for so so long. Most of the ones I thought were a "church home" were cult fronts ...handler pastors and leaders.
Yes. It's truly difficult for me to stomach what passes for Christianity in the ubiquitous corporate churches. Well-meaning friends ask me to attend their church with them. I focus on once again being optimistic. And I am once again let down by what I witness inside the place.

many of us children were introduced to a hybrid girl named Marlena.
Hybrid in what manner?

Sorry I took that in a totally different direction. But as far as churches ....for me, they've all been heavily infiltrated, and/or they reject me as soon as they discover my history.
Same here. There is no mainstream "church" that welcomes a deliverance minister. And if a "church" does not have a deliverance ministry, it is a guarantee that it has wall-to-wall demons.

But I believe that soon.there will be groups of authentic believers meeting in houses or under a tree, or in caves ....
Absolutely! Can't wait! Let's go!

And too, churches desperately need to be educated in this.
I luv your optimism; wish I shared it re: the "churches." I reckon they're gone; I pray I'm wrong.

I would physically cringe or step back a couple steps when someone approached me to pray for me, or to hug me.
Yeah, again, two things going on: the programming reactions, and the creepiness of the fake "church" attendees.

Someone who didn't know any better would've labeled that "demonic." But it wasn't demonic at all. It was the response of a very traumatized child.
This is wisdom that you carry that can change the world for others.

That church was one I was led to, God knowing that there were many ritual abuse and MK survivors there ....even the pastor and his family were bloodline. But God sent me there to shed light and share my testimony even though I was still in process of healing.
Yep, ok, there it is!

My time there was temporary.
...like a lot of my time among the churchy crowd.

The pastor was amazing, honestly ...but very wounded by what he suffered. No one knew .....I saw it. I could tell. Plus, like I said, he was illuninati bloodline.
Would be interesting to see where he is at today.


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Hybrid in what manner?
Human-animal-insect ...she was human from the waist up with the exception of a set of wings. From the waist down, she was a.mixture or splicing together of different animals/possibly some insect. She had multiple legs and one set of legs could function as wings as well ...so technically, she had 2 sets of wings. She looked very much human if you didn't see her from the waist down. She seemed to just want to be accepted like any other of the classmates. Bug what I remember was the principal (my former pastor) interrupting class to bring her in and introduce her. Her name was Marlena.
 

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I luv your optimism; wish I shared it re: the "churches." I reckon they're gone; I pray I'm wrong.
It's why I'm on this forum sharing things that take me out of my comfort zone. I feel compelled by God to share ....and hopefully, one or two true believers here and there will feel led, and ask God what their role is to reach and minister to the broken, to bring Christ to them in a way that heals and doesn't condemn. But too, brother ...I think there are way more SRA/MK victims (unhealed and unaware) in the churches than people realize. WAY more! When I meet someone, my brain works like a computer, collecting data, connecting dots, categorizing ......and of course, praying, discerning .....and oftentimes I will find out that person is also SRA/MK and they're unaware. That's a huge reason why I get pushed out. Having me there sharing my testimony starts to break down their amnesic walks ....their parts/alters panic ....and I'm pushed out. So there are multiple reasons I don't fit into the churches .... infiltration (handlers in leadership), or ones who get antsy around me bc their stuff starts to break down if I'm there exposing (sharing my experience ) ....or some aren't cult, but overly religious and they don't believe these things are happening, accuse me of attention-seeking or lying, etc, etc.
 

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Would be interesting to see where he is at today.
I think I'll try to find out. He left as pastor about 5 or 6 years after I was booted by my friends. And maybe that's why my friend apologized. One of the ladies said, "We didn't realize the importance of your testimony." He was a "Freeman" which is illuminati bloodline. He was a gentle man, and really was a great teacher/preacher. But one service he asked the congregants to pray for him and I saw him in a fetal position on the floor for ....idk, 30-45 minutes, weeping. I recognized that. I know God was going deep to touch some hurting places. He later talked about how that his father and grandfather were all Assemblies of God pastors and that he was abused in the church as a boy. That's all he shared (at least while I was there). But it's possible that more came out.
 

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Can you link me to it? I've read a lot of his stuff but not all of it.
Decades ago, when I was at Hawaii, Fritz and I exchanged several emails. He had just been trashed by the Feds and he was approaching the sham trial for bank robbery, pre-incarceration. I bought everything he had - all self-published. The most notable was, "How to Create a Totally Undetectable Illuminati Mind Control Slave." That was a thick spiral-bound yellow and black covered book that was a blessing to me and what the Lord was bringing me into. I absorbed it several times over and put a lot of it into practice. A friend in Alaska was on a similar path and I ended up shipping to book to him. Today, there is nothing but fake copies of that book available online. It has been altered. No surprise there.

I have so many memories of underground cities ....a lot of them were connected to the military. I believe it was Aquino who took me to the bases from very small (maybe age 3 and up). But I remember an underground place where there were businesses, clothing stores, offices, restaurants ...just endless... wide and tall enough to drive lanes of traffic
One of my scuba instructors was formerly a trucker before he came to Hawaii to work for me. After he got married to another instructor, they went back to Ohio, where he started trucking again. He got interesting and lucrative work. He would show up at the appointed place. The truck was loaded and ready. It had a special lock that had to be literally cut off at the receiving end of the trip. He was required to sign a lengthy NDA (non disclosure agreement). He drove to the designated spot inside an underground tunnel network. There was other traffic. He was removed from the truck and taken to another location nearby, where he waited 30-45 minutes. They brought him back to the now-empty truck, and he drove out of the tunnel. He never knew what the load was.

Human-animal-insect ...she was human from the waist up with the exception of a set of wings. From the waist down, she was a.mixture or splicing together of different animals/possibly some insect. She had multiple legs and one set of legs could function as wings as well ...so technically, she had 2 sets of wings. She looked very much human if you didn't see her from the waist down. She seemed to just want to be accepted like any other of the classmates. Bug what I remember was the principal (my former pastor) interrupting class to bring her in and introduce her. Her name was Marlena.
Did you assess her features on your own, or where they made available for all to see?

Amen! And it's quite possible that God will translate His people to various locations to be together. I know that may sound nuts to some folks.
Many believers have had dreams and visions (a "Goshen" thing) where God has shown them that there will be green "oases" for them dotted across America.

hopefully, one or two true believers here and there will feel led, and ask God what their role is to reach and minister to the broken, to bring Christ to them in a way that heals and doesn't condemn. But too, brother ...I think there are way more SRA/MK victims (unhealed and unaware) in the churches than people realize. WAY more!
I agree! The church is loaded.

oftentimes I will find out that person is also SRA/MK and they're unaware. That's a huge reason why I get pushed out. Having me there sharing my testimony starts to break down their amnesic walks ....their parts/alters panic ....and I'm pushed out. So there are multiple reasons I don't fit into the churches .... infiltration (handlers in leadership), or ones who get antsy around me bc their stuff starts to break down if I'm there exposing (sharing my experience ) ....or some aren't cult, but overly religious and they don't believe these things are happening, accuse me of attention-seeking or lying, etc, etc.
Anything that interferes with the income stream, the collection plate, is slammed hard.

he was abused in the church as a boy. That's all he shared (at least while I was there). But it's possible that more came out.
This is the stuff that really tweaks me, that the supposed leadership has been so compromised.
 
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Decades ago, when I was at Hawaii, Fritz and I exchanged several emails. He had just been trashed by the Feds and he was approaching the sham trial for bank robbery, pre-incarceration. I bought everything he had - all self-published. The most notable was, "How to Create a Totally Undetectable Illuminati Mind Control Slave." That was a thick spiral-bound yellow and black covered book that was a blessing to me and what the Lord was bringing me into. I absorbed it several times over and put a lot of it into practice. A friend in Alaska was on a similar path and I ended up shipping to book to him. Today, there is nothing but fake copies of that book available online. It has been altered. No surprise there
Thank you for sharing this. I wish you still had it in your possession. I lent out a lot of good ministry training books and DVDs in the past and never got them back. I'd so love to have the original copies of Fritz's books.

I was in a survivor group years ago that I eventually helped moderate. Cisco Wheeler was in the group for awhile, but she never really participated much. She did write some things that resonated with me and my experiences.
 

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Did you assess her features on your own, or where they made available for all to see?
It was plain for all of us to see. There was no hiding it. All of us kids at the school were bloodline. The location was beautiful ....very Edenlike... lush, perfect weather. And the private school was there at the foot/base of a mountain. There was a small village in the valley not far away.... not very many people. Idk where this place was, just the description.
 
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Many believers have had dreams and visions (a "Goshen" thing) where God has shown them that there will be green "oases" for them dotted across America.
Read this, brother....