Recent content by Good Ship

I don’t care if there is a large age gap between me and my wife. It’s legal to marry an 18-year-old girl, so what’s the problem? Women in their 20s and 30s have already been screwed before hundreds or more likely thousands of times. They are ruined. If I married such a person, her past would...

God better take my threats seriously. As soon as tomorrow comes, I am getting fentanyl and killing myself with a lethal overdose if God continues to put me off for longer. There isn’t any end in sight: The abuse continues unabated; it never goes away. I’m taking my life unless God permanently...

God is not responding to me. I’m still getting raped, abused, bullied, and tortured every day and night. God won’t judge my tormentors for getting away with their crimes against me, but he sure does judge me for doing harmless little things to cope with his refusal to help me. Should I have some...

I’m not interested in finding a wife who is 30 or older. If a woman hasn’t been married by that age, she has already accumulated many sex partners (and probably a disease or two). She also has baggage from screwing around with noncommittal men while ignoring commitment-minded men, all the while...

I will have money tomorrow, and the first thing I will do is get a hold of some fentanyl. It’s very easy to get. And you know what? I’m not afraid to take my own life—all because God won’t answer me. I’m so sick and tired of the abuse I have to go through, which happens day and night. God will...

I don’t want a wife who isn’t a virgin and had a boyfriend or boyfriends before. Her past would ruin my life.

I don’t understand it. God made a dream last night. At least according to how I interpreted it, he told me I should be purified by extreme suffering. How does this make any sense? I am a Christian who believes Jesus is my savior; and because Jesus is my savior, I am redeemed from my sins. It’s...

Whatever marriage is, nobody seems to believe in it anymore. These days all I see is women throwing themselves at noncommittal men. They end up having friendship and sexual relations, and some time later the man breaks up the relationship. The woman then complains, “there are no good men left!”...

I will do whatever God wants me to do for him to act and end the torture, assaults, and rapes, and ensure my suffering permanently stops. I will do anything. But what exactly does God want from me? I’ve been trying hard not to sin. It’s been onerous, to say the least. I will go through the day...

That isn’t the reason why people are critical of Jews. I think you’re making up that story. The Jewish community has been instrumental in promoting subversive left-wing causes, and they are motivated not because they believe in those things, but because they want to undermine society to make...

There isn’t any point in living anymore. God hates me so much that he won’t even talk to me. I pray to God every single day and ask him to make the torture stop, and every time he refuses. It gets worse: He won’t even talk to me about it. The abuse is so bad that I can’t even sleep in my own...

I’m broken. Shortly after I woke up, I posted here and wrote about how hopeless I feel over having my life ruined. I want God to permanently end the abuse so I can have a normal life, not just waste away collecting welfare checks and being idle all day and suffering terror. I pray every day for...

I am furious at God. A good Christian has been suffering horribly for his entire adult life so far, praying every night for God to permanently end his torment. Every single time God refuses to help me. He says I’m not worthy of being helped! I am a complete loser in my mid-thirties. I haven’t...

I’m writing this post to let God know that I intend to take my own life unless he actually decides to respond to me for once. I am serious. It’s very easy to get fentanyl. I know exactly where I can get it, and I will take a lethal dose unless God speaks to me. I’m so sick and tired of the...

The Bible describes God as all-loving, but I haven’t seen any of that. Every single day I ask him to help me get out of a horrible situation that I cannot get out of on my own; only he can help me here. Instead he rejects my cries for help every single time, refusing to do anything about my...