Shy
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- Birthday
- Jun 17, 1991 (Age: 32)
- Region / City
- Madrid, Spain
- Gender
- Female
- Personal Statement of Faith
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Brought up Catholic. Since my childhood I noticed there was something wrong in my beliefs, however, no one was there to show me the proper way.
During my teen years, I faced a deep level of depression and eventually began self harm, but stopped after a year, knowing this is not what I need.
I slipped into addictions, mostly the internet and games, which helped me to forget about the reality, yet I was still sad. One day in 2009 I came across a blog about Heaven which made me cry, and that site led me to a Christian forum where I faced a man that broke me down completely.
Being stubborn, I refused to accept that my beliefs are false and told God personally to leave me be forever. My punishment lasted three years.
Around april 2012 I met one girl and we became really close friends. Sad thing is, she was born with a weak heart and was at the edge of the death. In may, she pased away for two hours and came back to life. Days later, she explained me she met the Lord personally.
Frustrated and jealous, I could not understand anything. I still lived in sin, eventually slipping into sexual addictions. Losing the internet in summer made heavily depressed, with the desire to commit suicide again but something kept stopping me.
In middle of september 2012, having my internet back, I was still seeking answers. My friend landed in hospital again due to some poison given to her and died during the night (my european time). Days later (hey boyfriend always kept me updated) I spoke to her again and she met the Lord once more.
Anger, jealousy and sadness returned to my heart and I came back to the Christian forums I found in 2009. I entered the chat and faced the same man and eventually gave up, accepting Jesus into my life that night on 29th September.
Contact
- Skype
- the_queen_dragon
