Recent content by stredaleve

Yes, I do understand. Sorry for the inconvenience, as I do not have the ability to interpret visions and dreams.

Come again, sorry, it has been so long that I forgot why I said those things. I probably said that in that language so that the thread starter could understand it in her own language, but what do you mean by what you said. Oh, never mind, I get it. You just translated it because the thread...

@Angelina you have abandoned me too right? warm at first very cold later thats just how i see christians now

and i still have not done it idk whats what but i think i feel guilty of sin and does not want to go near the light yet i am also afraid of failure if i go near the light i have to continue in the light if i fail to do so i feel like i will fall very deep and it will take a lot of time to...

and if you cannot understand me because of grammar even if i correct my grammar it will be the same because it already happened multiple times in here and others and even tho i am telling you this i am also clueless why i simply cannot understand why people cannot understand me and neither do i...

feeling? definitely not just about the feelings its my behaviors if i act and accept and try and insist i am a normal person but everytime failed to do so i am only digging my own grave but knowing that i am abnormal i am different from normal people it kind of set me free because i already...

I would prolly say it differently why no one can understand me nor can i understand them why am i abnormal out of all my cousins siblings parents grandparents even relatives why am i the only one who is like this what did i do in my past life

if i do not have adhd i think i have a normal life now just like any other humans and its my personality that will be the key in saving me and i doubt i will be saved at all due to my personality i doubt i will listen to God knowing that i can do things alone but since i have adhd if i do...

i believe adhd is not just psychological it is also physical some kind of my organs are prolly damaged it is no different from being blind from birth

at some point when i was talking to amadeus about me not having any talents nor do i have the skills even if something interest me and i do it i am not improving much nthan other people this thoughts just came John 9:2 His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that...

i do know that i do hyper focus but its very unclear when how where i know that i do because time flies quickly and i have no idea that it does until it happen still i cannot explain how it happen it just happen

its like a big bang and there you go you have adhd you are just... unlucky to have it it just means to me that ppl having physical and mental disorder like blindness has no purpose and its just a coincidence out of all the people in the world why me why us its just a coincidence

soooo..... i am possessed ever since i developed my mind? probably below 7 years old that is how far i can only remember