I usually wouldn't post this on a christian message board, because I realize that Christians aren't usually very practical. And I'm not knocking anyone. I know that christians are supposed to do everything by the book. But sometimes, you don't want to hear bible quotes... I'm going to stop claimin the title "christian". I'm not even saved. Because the bible says that G-d's sheep hear His voice." And the reality is, I've never heard G-d's voice. People can tell me that I hear G-d or know Him or whatever. But the truth is, if I don't know that I've heard or felt G-d, then as far as I'm concerned, I haven't heard or felt HIm. I have something I want to say, but I know that I'll probably either be threatened with hellfire and brimstone or told that I need to read the bible--all which may be true. But if anyone feels that they can give me some practical advice on a personal matter, without cynicism, you can send me a message in my inbox. I'm not looking for pity or anything. I have brought it up on other message boards that are none christian. I just thought that maybe I would be able to talk about the matter in a christian atmosphere. But I can understand if no one wants to do that.