Hello jc, and Welcome11 years ago I had that same exact thought, feeling, tugging. Immediately I had a desire to learn and know The Word more than I did. Makes sense, "In the beginning was The Word." I believe God directed me towards Shepherds Chapel, a program that actually teaches Gods' Word, precept upon precept, line upon line, which is how Gods' Word, teaches it to be taught. What I appreciate most about this Church is that they put all emphasis on Scripture, and how to read it for yourself. I would recommend this program to anyone. You can find them on the internet 24 hours a day. Want to know how to find Gods' approval? 2 Timothy 2,15, "Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." I will pray for you, as I do all Gods' children.Yours in Jesus Christ,Peter