Behold
Well-Known Member
I don't want to go to hell but I feel like God's word can't be broken.
Jason,
You have a circular reasoning situation in your head, = its repeating thoughts that have become tormenting.
See, when a person is convinced that all hope is lost, between them and God, Its usually caused by reading a verse in HEBREWS, that talks about willfully sinning.
What you are going through, is what a certain couple of verses in that Epistle, can cause in a believer's mind.
Its very tormenting, and im sorry for your pain, but it can be ended, and peace restored.
Thats a fact.
Let me assure you that God is happy to welcome you into His family.
Jason, God is not angry with you. And you are not the first person to feel and even believe that you have somehow created a situation where you can't be saved, or have lost your salvation.
This is very common.....very common.
I promise you that this is not true.
I promise you that God loves you right now, yesterday, and forever.
You just need to allow yourself to understand that what you are thinking, is not what God is thinking.
Your tormenting thoughts are not God's thoughts. God thoughts toward you are peace, love, and forgiveness, always, always..always.
God loves you, no matter what.
So, step one, is that you have to forgive yourself, Jason.
You have to just forgive yourself, as God has no issue with you being His.
Nothing you can do, can cause God to not love you.
God always wants you to be a part of His family.
That is what God wants for you Jason... right now, and tomorrow, and always.
But you are blocking yourself from God, because you feel guilty, and you have the tormenting fear...and all of this has bloomed into some serious condemnation in your mind.
God is not causing you to feel this, as God would have you free and happy and calm, and at peace.
Believe it., its true.