From the very beginning of this year, bad things have been happening to me left and right. I'm pretty sure all of this started in 2021. I had nightmares of the same woman following me in them. I used to see horrific images in my mind. The woman I used to see in my dreams is no more. All of this happened after I turned to god in 2020, but then I went back to spiritual practices, including watching tarot readings on youtube. I still struggle with that. I always watch a deliverance prayer right after.
I have been being watched by a group of neighbors. I suspect that they're the ones doing this. 3 days ago, I got pulled over for going too fast. That day, I got lost in my head. I was pouring out my heart to god. I should've paid more attention to the road and that was my fault.
Ever since 2021, I have noticed more anxiety. Nothing feels the way it used to. It doesn't feel light anymore, just dark. I'm always full of anxiety. This is another reason I suspect some type of spiritual warfare. I'm trying to let go of this tarot thing. I guess I go to those readings because I'm unsure of my future.
I want to live in the now. I'm always trying to escape to the past or the future. I've barely done anything with my life and it's for that exact reason. I'm also afraid of whatever's transpiring in my life ruining my life. I don't know if it's an actual curse or what. This year has had the most bad things happen in it. Previous years were nothing compared to this.
I talk to god as much as I possibly can. I try to study my bible, but I have a hard time understanding it. Can god break curses and how?
I have been being watched by a group of neighbors. I suspect that they're the ones doing this. 3 days ago, I got pulled over for going too fast. That day, I got lost in my head. I was pouring out my heart to god. I should've paid more attention to the road and that was my fault.
Ever since 2021, I have noticed more anxiety. Nothing feels the way it used to. It doesn't feel light anymore, just dark. I'm always full of anxiety. This is another reason I suspect some type of spiritual warfare. I'm trying to let go of this tarot thing. I guess I go to those readings because I'm unsure of my future.
I want to live in the now. I'm always trying to escape to the past or the future. I've barely done anything with my life and it's for that exact reason. I'm also afraid of whatever's transpiring in my life ruining my life. I don't know if it's an actual curse or what. This year has had the most bad things happen in it. Previous years were nothing compared to this.
I talk to god as much as I possibly can. I try to study my bible, but I have a hard time understanding it. Can god break curses and how?
