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From the very beginning of this year, bad things have been happening to me left and right. I'm pretty sure all of this started in 2021. I had nightmares of the same woman following me in them. I used to see horrific images in my mind. The woman I used to see in my dreams is no more. All of this happened after I turned to god in 2020, but then I went back to spiritual practices, including watching tarot readings on youtube. I still struggle with that. I always watch a deliverance prayer right after.

I have been being watched by a group of neighbors. I suspect that they're the ones doing this. 3 days ago, I got pulled over for going too fast. That day, I got lost in my head. I was pouring out my heart to god. I should've paid more attention to the road and that was my fault.

Ever since 2021, I have noticed more anxiety. Nothing feels the way it used to. It doesn't feel light anymore, just dark. I'm always full of anxiety. This is another reason I suspect some type of spiritual warfare. I'm trying to let go of this tarot thing. I guess I go to those readings because I'm unsure of my future.

I want to live in the now. I'm always trying to escape to the past or the future. I've barely done anything with my life and it's for that exact reason. I'm also afraid of whatever's transpiring in my life ruining my life. I don't know if it's an actual curse or what. This year has had the most bad things happen in it. Previous years were nothing compared to this.

I talk to god as much as I possibly can. I try to study my bible, but I have a hard time understanding it. Can god break curses and how?
 

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Hi @Destroyevil98, messing with demonic spirits does not help in your desire to be free from them; otherwise, after being set free, you could open that door again (as you have done), and the unclean spirit will return with more. Matt 12:43-45. The key to your freedom is through Jesus Christ, and that means you have to be prepared to remove everything that does not glorify him. You need to make a conscious decision about whether you want to be truly free from these tormenting spirits, which means having Jesus as your personal lord and savior and following him or whether you just need a quick fix because you are being plagued by demonic forces. The choice is yours in the end. If you choose to follow Jesus, I will help you in your deliverance. Angie.
 

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Two very important tools to take with you...

1. Faith - What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. - Mark 11:24
2. Jesus - If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it. - John 14:14

Praying prayers in all faith and authority like this one... Father in the name of Jesus I pray for those that never did get their request in. Those that have unsaved loved ones I bind the forces of hell in the name of Jesus, those that are sick and diseased and afflicted... Stretch forth that healing hand of Calvary... Touch them from the crown of their head to the soles of their feet... Save every member of their family I pray. Let that resurrection power of Jesus Christ come alive! In the name of Jesus meet the financial needs... Lord I see a lot of mail here from prisoners behind bars. I am asking you to touch their lives, save them and heal them and deliver them and set them free. Use them there in that prison house to bring others at the foot of the cross... In the name of Jesus satan we bind you... We command you to take your hands off of God's property. Lord, you said that whatever we bind on earth you'll bind it in heaven... What ever we loose on Earth you will loose it in heaven... I loose the people! I loose the people! In the name of Jesus calling the miracle working power of Jesus Christ alive... Amen and Amen! - Your Power Preacher, RW Schambach

 

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Hello,
Repentance is the key. Renounce the occult tarot cards. I was schooled in them and practiced at one time. I am well aware of the demonic activity they open you up for. You must close this open door for the powers of darkness. If you become born again you will be filled with the Holy Spirit. You can then rebuke and bind those spirits in Jesus' name. However, as has already been mentioned, if you leave the door open the spirit will bring seven more wicked than himself.

Mt 12:43-45
When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.


Viewing tarot cards is a very serious sin. You must renounce them and break the soul tie that draws you to them in the name of Jesus. The cards is where your curse is coming from.
 

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God's words are the best prophecy.
I once studied the art of divination, but I discovered a problem: even if you can accurately predict the future, if you do not truly understand God's words, it will be completely useless. You still cannot avoid bad things from happening. Because fundamentally, all divination techniques originate from God's words, God's knowledge—just like in the age before the great flood, when angels brought heavenly knowledge to the earth. But what God wants us to know is His words; obeying His words, and then everything will be well. So at the root of it, if you want to foresee the future and take control of your own life, the ultimate goal is simply to learn and obey God's words.

Therefore, forget those so-called divination techniques, because without understanding God's words, you cannot possibly know how to respond correctly.
 
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but then I went back to spiritual practices, including watching tarot readings on youtube.

The above is your problem. Get rid of any occult items and stop watching the occult. Confess these sins to the Lord, believe on Jesus Christ as your personal Savior. Read the Bible daily (start with the New Testament), pray and get into a sound Bible believing church. (A sound church believes the Bible is the inspired Word of God and the congregation is loving.)

You can also ask for counseling sessions with the pastor...they are free. And read Ephesians 6 about how to do spiritual warfare.
 

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Please listen to the posters above. tarot cards are from the occult- plain and simple.
Every excuse you make for involving yourself with that is agreeing to satanic worship and it's strangleholds.
You can not expect God to just deliver you each time you do that. That's mocking Him to be your puppet.

Make your mind up now to get away from it for good- and turn to the Lord Jesus for forgiveness and strength. Pray daily and again and again if you feel tempted. Keep your eyes on Him always. This is no joke and nothing to play games with.
You want to know your future? I would not want to know your future if you keep dabbling in the occult. Think about it.
 

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From the very beginning of this year, bad things have been happening to me left and right. I'm pretty sure all of this started in 2021. I had nightmares of the same woman following me in them. I used to see horrific images in my mind. The woman I used to see in my dreams is no more. All of this happened after I turned to god in 2020, but then I went back to spiritual practices, including watching tarot readings on youtube. I still struggle with that. I always watch a deliverance prayer right after.

I have been being watched by a group of neighbors. I suspect that they're the ones doing this. 3 days ago, I got pulled over for going too fast. That day, I got lost in my head. I was pouring out my heart to god. I should've paid more attention to the road and that was my fault.

Ever since 2021, I have noticed more anxiety. Nothing feels the way it used to. It doesn't feel light anymore, just dark. I'm always full of anxiety. This is another reason I suspect some type of spiritual warfare. I'm trying to let go of this tarot thing. I guess I go to those readings because I'm unsure of my future.

I want to live in the now. I'm always trying to escape to the past or the future. I've barely done anything with my life and it's for that exact reason. I'm also afraid of whatever's transpiring in my life ruining my life. I don't know if it's an actual curse or what. This year has had the most bad things happen in it. Previous years were nothing compared to this.

I talk to god as much as I possibly can. I try to study my bible, but I have a hard time understanding it. Can god break curses and how?
Nevermind the curse, leave all evil practices ( tarot divination) behind and DO NOT LOOK BACK! move forward, trust in Jesus he will help you, ask the Father in heaven to help you in Jesus name and trust that you will be heard and answered!. you mentioned you do not understand scripture much, how can I help, I come on this site almost every day do not hesitate to ask me I don't claim to have answers to everything but what I know I will share.

As for your neighbours ignore them, life your life without fear; here is what Jesus said I think it might help;

Here are some of His own words (ASV), from Jesus Christ: “Be not anxious for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on.” (Matthew 6:25)

He then points to simple things: “Behold the birds of the heaven, that they sow not… and your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are not ye of much more value than they?” (Matthew 6:26)

And again: “Consider the lilies of the field… even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.” (Matthew 6:28–29)

Then He gives a clear command: “Be not therefore anxious, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink?… for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.” (Matthew 6:31–32)

And this is the key: “But seek ye first his kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33)

Then He ends with something very simple and strong: “Be not therefore anxious for the morrow: for the morrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” (Matthew 6:34)

Jesus also said in another place: “Be not anxious how or what ye shall speak… for it shall be given you in that hour what ye shall speak.” (Matthew 10:19)

And again: “Which of you by being anxious can add a cubit unto his stature?” (Luke 12:25)

God sees you.
God knows your needs before you ask.
Worry does not help you.
Trust Him, and focus on what is right today, take it one day at a time.

Jesus does not ignore our struggles. But He calls us to trust the Father instead of being consumed by fear.

In simple words:

You are not alone,
you are not forgotten,
and your life is in God’s hands.

Blessings
 

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Hello,
Repentance is the key. Renounce the occult tarot cards. I was schooled in them and practiced at one time. I am well aware of the demonic activity they open you up for. You must close this open door for the powers of darkness. If you become born again you will be filled with the Holy Spirit. You can then rebuke and bind those spirits in Jesus' name. However, as has already been mentioned, if you leave the door open the spirit will bring seven more wicked than himself.

Mt 12:43-45
When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.


Viewing tarot cards is a very serious sin. You must renounce them and break the soul tie that draws you to them in the name of Jesus. The cards is where your curse is coming from.
Thank you. I will do that. This made me feel a conviction. I have never felt that before.
 

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Nevermind the curse, leave all evil practices ( tarot divination) behind and DO NOT LOOK BACK! move forward, trust in Jesus he will help you, ask the Father in heaven to help you in Jesus name and trust that you will be heard and answered!. you mentioned you do not understand scripture much, how can I help, I come on this site almost every day do not hesitate to ask me I don't claim to have answers to everything but what I know I will share.

As for your neighbours ignore them, life your life without fear; here is what Jesus said I think it might help;

Here are some of His own words (ASV), from Jesus Christ: “Be not anxious for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on.” (Matthew 6:25)

He then points to simple things: “Behold the birds of the heaven, that they sow not… and your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are not ye of much more value than they?” (Matthew 6:26)

And again: “Consider the lilies of the field… even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.” (Matthew 6:28–29)

Then He gives a clear command: “Be not therefore anxious, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink?… for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.” (Matthew 6:31–32)

And this is the key: “But seek ye first his kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33)

Then He ends with something very simple and strong: “Be not therefore anxious for the morrow: for the morrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” (Matthew 6:34)

Jesus also said in another place: “Be not anxious how or what ye shall speak… for it shall be given you in that hour what ye shall speak.” (Matthew 10:19)

And again: “Which of you by being anxious can add a cubit unto his stature?” (Luke 12:25)

God sees you.
God knows your needs before you ask.
Worry does not help you.
Trust Him, and focus on what is right today, take it one day at a time.

Jesus does not ignore our struggles. But He calls us to trust the Father instead of being consumed by fear.

In simple words:

You are not alone,
you are not forgotten,
and your life is in God’s hands.

Blessings
Thank you for your reply. You helped me understand some things. I'm going to keep coming back to this. I feel comforted by it.
 
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Please listen to the posters above. tarot cards are from the occult- plain and simple.
Every excuse you make for involving yourself with that is agreeing to satanic worship and it's strangleholds.
You can not expect God to just deliver you each time you do that. That's mocking Him to be your puppet.

Make your mind up now to get away from it for good- and turn to the Lord Jesus for forgiveness and strength. Pray daily and again and again if you feel tempted. Keep your eyes on Him always. This is no joke and nothing to play games with.
You want to know your future? I would not want to know your future if you keep dabbling in the occult. Think about it.
Man, this is so true! I feel bad for doing that as well. I need to turn my life around and follow Jesus.
 

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that's utter ignorance, mono. if you deny there is a wicked spiritual realm then you deny the scriptures and reality.

Drugs are a gate way to the spiritual realm for our minds.
In Galations 5:19: "Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, 20 idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions"

The original greek word for sorcery (some translations list it as witchcraft), is the word "Pharmakeia". During ancient times, and today, people would use drugs to connect with the spiritual realm.
 
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Drugs are a gate way to the spiritual realm for our minds.
In Galations 5:19: "Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, 20 idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions"

The original greek word for sorcery (some translations list it as witchcraft), is the word "Pharmakeia". During ancient times, and today, people would use drugs to connect with the spiritual realm.
Maybe you misunderstood my statement. It was not a pro-drug reply at all. I agree with what you wrote!
Knowing a little about MonoBiblical's beliefs- I assumed he meant that the OP was taking drugs which were the reason for thinking demons are real.
He can correct me if I am mistaken. His theology seems to be close to the Christadelphians. ie: --Jesus had no preexistence - no actual satan or demons- etc..
 
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Hello D
A curse, perhaps?
However, what stood out to me in your post was “I went back to spiritual practices.“ In other words to the occult. (Tarot cards, and who knows what else)?
IMHO, the door you opened initially led to demonic oppression. (Not possession).
Reopening the door was not good.
Below is a deliverance prayer by Derek Prince. It works, I have prayed it for myself.
After you’re delivered, get big time into The Word to close the door, Christian fellowship, preferably with people that “know“ what spiritual warfare is about, and join a Full Gospel Bible believing church.


 
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But what God wants us to know is His words; obeying His words, and then everything will be well.

These are passages that confirm what you say.

Jeremiah 7:23
But this thing commanded I them, saying, Obey my voice, and I will be your God, and ye shall be my people: and walk ye in all the ways that I have commanded you, that it may be well unto you.

Deuteronomy 55:33
Ye shall walk in all the ways which the LORD your God hath commanded you, that ye may live, and that it may be well with you, and that ye may prolong your days in the land which ye shall possess.
 
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I have advice for people who have demons. Stop eating magic mushrooms and smoking weed.
In reality those are two gates that need to be shut. However, there are multitudes of people that are demonically oppressed that have never done drugs or practiced the occult.
 
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