And that's great, I'm glad that you have a strong faith in Jesus and from what I've seen from you have your head screwed on.I have many questions and sometimes doubt about things in the Bible but I have no doubt that Jesus is the Son of God and that he died for me and rose from the dead
I'm guessing here but I'm betting that because of your time in law enforcement you've seen the darker side of life. It's good to think that there's something else, something more than this. Hold onto that.