Hi lorenski44,Keep reading the Bible every day. If you are a believer in Jesus Christ and His atonement achieve for you through His Incarnation, sinless life as a man, obeying the Father even to death on the Cross, and His Resurrection from the dead, then you have the Holy Spirit living inside you.He will teach you what the Bible means. That's His job to do in every believer. Continue to ask questions, but write down the answers you get, especially if they come with Scripture references. Write down what you think about the answer. Keep searching the Bible with a good Bible concordance and a good Bible commentary,(absolutely essential), but, most of all, ask God to show you the Truth as you do these things.He will! He is faithful to the end!waynemlj