UPDATE: Still not in with a congregation. Tried one a few times, but this time I left on my own. The preacher/staff kept trying to get me to give money to "further their cause". Social isolation is hard. No personal interaction has been quite depressing. This is a good forum, but it has its limitations. Forums/social media are quite cold compared to live interaction. I tried Facebook years ago, but deleted my account after 18 months....no one would accept my invitations. Yes, I was a loner on Facebook.
I am finding more and more that people are cold, and want to remain distant from me--even here. I have tried reaching out to some of you via PM, with responses being kind ways of telling me to leave you alone. I am so sorry I interrupted this community with my insignificance, sincerely. If no one wants to take interest in me, then so be it. It's a free world, so do whatever you want.