All you do is show that you hate God and his ways and are not acquainted with the true God of Scripture. This is why you insult him, and are offended at him.
He elected whom he willed to elect, according to his purpose and wisdom; Romans 9; Ephesians 1; 1 Corinthians 1:26-31 &c. The One you are mocking is the God of Scripture, and you are hostile in your mind toward him, and at enmity with him; Romans 8:7 &c.
Now, the little bellhop you call god that chose you because you came to him and chose him first is nowhere found in Scripture. You created that idol and golden calf yourself.
It's sad you're so deceived and have a little false god that you say things about that aren't in Scripture, especially your falsifying of the true God's word in Romans 8.
Day after day on here you falsify things and show that you're at enmity with God. Your alleged 59 years of study are, well, untrue. You rarely, if ever, bring a Biblical case. And you didn't begin a near 60 year study of Bible since you were like 9 years old. That's bovine scatology, your lack of any biblical acumen paints the true picture, and your outright hatred of others does as well.