I was just giving an example of how indoctrinationss cause men to lose their fear of God. I didn't intend that you would think my example was about you. That's just an example of the phenomenon I chose.
You speak about fear a lot ( I think ).
How much fear should we have of God?
Are you married?
Do you fear your husband or do you do what He likes out of love for Him?
Or a parent,,,or a brother,,,(if not married).
I think we should have a healthy respect for God...
but I don't think we should fear Him.
Jesus said we are Children of God.
2 corinthians 12:18