I take as the Word that which God shows me. Sometimes that is through people and sometimes not. Sometimes it is even through devilish people. I try to only take baby steps and you might try that.So you don’t understand it but take it as the word and therefore has to be true. Do you think His righteousness in “seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness” “God’s righteousness” established (planted)falls short of His Holiness and His Holiness rules over His righteousness in the age to come?
That is to say, "Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven." Matt 18:4
If God wants you to partake of some meat beyond where you are let Him do that, but don't push too hard for it. You will only hurt yourself needlessly. God does always know exactly what each of us needs.