I know that I have often quoted > "When you can't feel God's presence just ask yourself ....who moved." <
So I have asked it of myself , which I often have done over the years...
I have obviously 'moved'!!
For me the heavens are like brass right now.
I read my opening post again just now...and rolled my eyes!!!!
If what I wrote is correct ( I wouldn't have written it if I didn't believe it)
Then right now I have no clue what it is I should be learning in the
darkness. Maybe ( must be) a very slow learner.
I had two hours at the spine clinic yesterday...they took all kinds of body measurements and scans. I have known over the years from seeing photo's that I tend to lean to the right a bit. ( the profile photo I straightened! )
Anyway, long story short , I go back in two and a half weeks , which is a THREE hour appointment ..and they will do the first adjustment.
My eggs are not all in this basket. I'm doing it, but I am not over hopeful.
Over a month of headaches now night and day is wearing me down somewhat.
I guess I am feeling glum because I can hardly have confidence that at 77 years old they can cause my body to break old bad habits in 8 appointments. But my family and my Doctor wants me to go , so I am going.
I know some of my glumness is the fact that I cannot in faith say-
"
And I , being in the way, God lead me..."
Faith come through hearing...and I did not 'hear' this.. my older daughter wanted me to try it, so I am.
My old dad used to say, closer to the end of his life.." Well today I am neither fit for man or beast.."
That;s how I am feeling right now.
I wanted to come on here and THANK all those who have prayed and are still praying... and those who have sent messages and emails.
@Nancy and
@Grailhunter ...etc and all of you , and you know who you are...THANK you so much , I do not take it lightly at all. ♥︎
Much love....H