Have you ever though of putting the bible aside and giving Him a chance'
Act_17:27 That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us:
Rev_3:20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
Give Him a chance, I mean it He will change your world but you must let Him in.
Mat 11:28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Mat 11:29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
Mat 11:30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.