Hi everyone. Before I ask this question if I am really saved, let me just explain my background and everything about me up until this point. I was born and raised a christian and I was baptised as a infant. I grew up going to church and bible studies but it never really sunk in. I used to hate going to church and being around other christians. I just wasn't interested. As I grew up into a teenager I stopped going to church. After some more time passed I started to doubt God really exsited and even believed until not long ago that he wasn't real and I thought that anyone that beleived he was was just ignorant. But then this wonderful thing happend. I watched a video of Paul Washer giving a sermon on youtube. The things he said opened up my eyes and that night I cried out to Jesus asking him to forgive me. I was the worst of the worst and I sinned everyday without caring or knowing and I asked him to save me from my sins and come into my life. Since then I have been going to church and I even started to read my bible. I plan on attending bible study at my church soon too. I noticed that I love church and I love other christians. I have a huge passion for God now and it is wonderful. But lately I question if I really am saved. I know a lot of people will just say to me that oh that is just satan trying to confuse you to get you to turn away but is it really? Most people when they get saved or become a born again christian have absolutely no doubt that they are saved and they know Jesus is within them. So if I was really saved then I shouldn't have any doubt right? It says in the bible somewhere that when you become a born again christian you become a new creature. Your life will change and you will start to hate the sinful things you once loved. This is true for me becuase I do hate many of the things I once enjoyed and my life has changed a lot in the past two weeks but at this moment I just have doubt that I am truly saved and it's eating me up inside. I also read that you have to repent and ask Jesus into your heart and truly mean it not from your head but from your heart. I was crying when I did this so I'm sure it came from my heart. I just don't know I feel so lost right now. Please if anyone reads this don't be afraid to respond with an answer. Feel free to email me too if you want. Thank you for your time.