Martin, dear, this is just for you. :HER DIARYTonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans tomeet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all daylong, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, buthe made no comment on it.Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quietso we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't say much. I asked him whatwas wrong.. He said, 'Nothing.' I asked him if it was my fault thathe was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had nothing to do withme, and not to worry about it.On the way home, I told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, andkept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why hedidn't say, 'I love you, too.' When we got home, I felt as if I hadlost him completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.He just sat there quietly, and watched TV. He continued to seemdistant and absent.Finally, with silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 15minutes later, he came to bed. To my surprise, he responded to mycaress, and we made love. But I still felt that he was distracted,and his thoughts were somewhere else. He fell asleep -I cried. Idon't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are withsomeone else. My life is a disaster.HIS DIARYMy Snowmobile wouldn't start today, but at least I had sex.
