Yeah that is a silly mood question, but it sounds like you need a spiritual experience and personal relationship with God. We go to church to worship the creator of the universe and life forms that we interact with on earth. Because that is how great he is. He also can speak to all peoples ever created all at the same time in a communication sense thru the Holy Spirit. We worship him because he is Holy and True, super human, super intelligent, super wise, and He has a lot to offer us. We can benefit from him in powerful ways. He can heal us, he can move mountains and comets and asteroids to keep us safe, he can calm storms, quiet earthquakes, etc. He can resurrect us and give us eternal life and then we can dwell with him in the paradise that is Heaven.
I could go on and on, but it sounds like you need church and to get involved in after church activities like service opportunities. That at minimum should be something you seek out and ask about while your there on Sundays.
But any question is a good question. Thanks for your time. Cheers!