My username refers to knowing the Lord, His Word, and His will for my life. Physical hunger is now secondary, however it is sometimes easier to satisfy. My family and I have been going through a major trial for a couple of years. I have tried to turn it over to the Lord whenever something happens and have been relatively successful. My family tend more to the instant gratification world and less toward the spiritual hope we rest upon. It puts me in a tight spot at times. Due to time and familiarity with the symptoms of the trial, they have gotten used to it for the most part. I've seen God's work in this trial, and I know He has a lot more to do to bring me to where I need to be. I unfortunately am getting impatient with things and need to see a light at the end of the tunnel. Any support, guidance, and of course prayers will be most welcome. Don't take offense if I don't get back to the Forum quickly. I recently retired and have more to do than when I was working.