Honestly, I have to kindly disagree. Once, during a time of ministry with the Lord, remembering some horrible things that happened, I asked Him where He was. He said, "I was there with you." I began to weep and asked, "But why??" And as soon as my question left my thoughts, I looked and saw Him holding me as a child. I could see right into His face...and I saw tears. There was no place on His face that wasn't drenched with tears. I (the child me) took my hands and tried to wipe His tears away, but they would not diminish. At that moment, I understood that I was never alone. He felt it all. He truly is our Great High Priest, touched with the feeling of our infirmities! Inasmuch as they did it to me (the least of these), they did it TO HIM ...literally! Jesus's sufferings have not ended. He suffers with us.That sounds horrific. I'm sorry that happened to you. This fallen reality is temporary. God will know the situations we were put in at Judgement. I'm just saying, sin, in real-time doesn't have to be thing for God. Otherwise, He would have prevented that from happening to you. We all are separated from God in this place.
See, what they do in the cult is that as soon as they see the child is able (around age 3) to grasp it, they give the child the true Gospel. They will traumatize the child and then place them in solitude... the child is desperate for comfort and human contact. They will tell him/her, "Jesus is at the door. Call His name and He'll save you." So hope arises in her heart and she calls on Jesus ...and "jesus" (a cult member/programmer) comes through the door and rapes/tortures her. It causes her mind to shatter, and the heart that first trusted God is buried deep inside. They then take those parts of her mind that shattered by the trauma and program them against God. BUT ....this (SRA/MK) is in effect, a persecution of a child who believed the Gospel and placed their trust in Jesus. What the cult endeavors to do is suppress the part/heart that believed and called on Him.
But here's the thing... GOD KNOWS!!! He WILL recompense!! All of this is evidence being piled against satan and his followers. And He hasn't forgotten us.
Idk if this made sense. But I am grateful that Jesus is my Great High Priest ....my suffering is HIS suffering. We will understand it better by and by. But until then .... taste and see, that God is good! ❤