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Sis, falling apart is part of the process of healing ...remember this verse. Psalm 51:8 [8]Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice. It may sound odd to think of God breaking our bones. But when you think of Him as a Physician, it puts me in mind of...

One of my favorite sounds. :)

You're not hogging.... this thread is for you (and all survivors). ❤️

Well, sis, that's not exactly what I was getting at. And I apologize for coming across that way. I know you have faith. You have often prayed for me and I have seen the effects of your prayers for me. I'll explain it this way. We have been programmed since infancy, by extreme trauma, to doubt...

Do you believe God cannot lie? He says that if we ask any good thing, He will give it. He is a good Father who gives good gifts to His children. And you are His child since you accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. So, as His child, bring every memory to Him and ask Him for His truth...

You're welcome....*hugs* Sis, can you identify the cause of the fear, what you're afraid of?

I know, sis. Triggers are hard to avoid, especially when (twisted) scripture is so often used in programming to keep alters from believing their own memories. I recognized this in you. I haven't met a survivor yet who wasn't programmed with denial using scripture taken out if context and...

Sis, I believe you. I have no reason not to. And too much of what you have shared falls in line with things I and other survivors have experienced. You know, all my life, when I would get flashes of things that happened, I'd tell myself, "That's not true! I must've dreamed it, or made it up."...

I would appreciate if you could keep your posts on the subject of SRA/MK/DID.

I've never gotten email notifications.

No, sis. They don't take a chance of being discovered. And having an non-programmed person in the household means having eyes that may notice switching or notice that you left the house with someone (for a ritual or other cult activity). They don't leave this to chance...whole families...

You're welcome. The voicemail without a voice could be nothing, or it could be something (triggers and cues) that only alters hear (and prevent you from hearing). I lean toward that being the case,which is why I never set up voicemail on my phones.

Not Russ Dizdar, sis. I have personal experience as well as other survivors who were severely damaged by him. His "ministry" and conferences are a cover for cult activity. And although Riggs puts out some good information, I wouldn't contact him either. It bothers me that he has zero...

Each survivor is different. Some have an affinity for things that reinforce their programming. Some have an acute sensitivity and aversion to them. I had both. I was very sensitive to all things Disney, as well as Christmas children's cartoons, New Year's cartoons, Star Wars, etc... and yet I...

The ringing I live with is damage caused by electronic harassments for so long. It never ends no matter where I go. It was once so very loud, it kept me awake except for exhaustion. That went on for months and years... lessening a bit over time. It's so "normal" for me now. I still have...

@lilygrace @Shattered @Jostler @Nancy @Mayflower Y'all have to hear this song!! Oh my... awesome lyrics!