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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    Excellent videos. Something the reader ought to be aware of: Canada, European allies, and Australia cooperated in varying degrees with the United States in the MK-Ultra program. The UK in particular was an active partner.
  2. Shattered

    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    The Lord comforts us and delivers us. Is this something to be repented of? Absolutely not.
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    So do I, every day.
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    How would I treat such a family member? While I do have a flesh and blood family, I'm dead to them; but you might recall that I protected and cared for someone in their distress. I remained by their side until they left this world. They suffered from DID like we do (they were a survivor) and...
  5. Shattered

    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    He does!
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    I was born with mine, and it doesn't reveal itself until later in life. It becomes progressively more severe over time.
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    You are finished in the sight of the Lord, lily. That's how He sees you. A godly family has love. As for religion, the only pure and undefiled religion is this: to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world. Anything else is worthless in the sight of...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    I read what you wrote elsewhere, @lilygrace , about how someone dismissed your suffering by saying, "Jesus had it worse than you." What do they know anyway? Are they you? I understand where you're coming from because that's what's been unraveling for a while now: the fact that I was abused, and...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    This is difficult to explain, lily. It's difficult because the natural mind cannot fathom the ways of the Lord. From those whom much is required and taken, more shall be given and restored in a measure which exceeds all expectation. The religion of this world tells you that only the bad...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    I've been there. I know how you feel. I'm sorry that I've been silent for so long but there are things I haven't told anyone. I couldn't see nor tell Jostler of these things, and I won't burden others either. I was going to maintain my silence but when I noticed what you've been going through...
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    Concussions and head injuries

    I've suffered several. When I was two years old, I fell down a staircase and struck my head a number of times on the way down. When I was four, I fell over a metal railing at a hospital and struck my head on the concrete below (needed stitches). During my teens I suffered a few concussions...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    I'll write a report so those who are interested will know what's been going on during my lengthy break from the forum. I have a tendency to fall silent and withdraw now and then, and it's during these times that the Lord moves mightily upon me. I'm silent because there's nothing I can say, and...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    The Lord bless you for sharing this. I wonder how many of us can claim that we have fully overcome programming? I can't for while the Lord has accomplished so much in that silent place, sending me to a psychologist for the express purpose of identifying (and overcoming) self-destructive...
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    Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

    I'm back, at least for the time being. It's good to see that @TLHKAJ and @lilygrace are still active in this thread. I pray that @Jostler is doing well. I've been in a silent place for a very long time.
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    support group..

    I will pray that the Lord will provide you with the support you require, @lilygrace . He did this for my sake, sending me to a psychologist who was not what I expected him to be. He's a brother in Christ who just so happens to work in the midst of man's systems which, if we are honest with...
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    New, Reluctant Agnostic, hope it's okay to post here

    Some of us remember where we were, and who we were, before we were called by the Son of God. I'm one of these, @LookingForGod , so you have my word about sermonizing. It never had any effect on me in those days when I was an agnostic like you are now. It's better that we discuss agnosticism ---...
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    New, Reluctant Agnostic, hope it's okay to post here

    I was agnostic a long time ago, LFG. One day, the Lord changed everything in the blink of an eye, and nothing was the same again. You're in good company here.
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    are the effects of party drugs permanent?

    This sounds like crystal meth, which has become much more dangerous the past five years or so. Is the psychosis permanent? Not necessarily, but an individual must cease using the drug in order to recover from the psychosis. That can take upwards to a year to happen. Praying for this one.
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    prayer canceling out prayer?

    I hear what you're saying, sister. I'm a fellow prisoner in these bonds and I haven't forgotten how perfectly chaotic it was in the beginning, when all the scattered pieces started coming together to form a contiguous whole. Rest assured that is the work of the Lord God in us, and He hasn't...
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    prayer canceling out prayer?

    I wholeheartedly agree, @FluffyYellowDuck . I think of this as, "We press on." That's what we do and it is by no means easy, nor does it get any easier to weather with time and experience. Yes, it can be a hard thing. But we are surrounded by a cloud of witnesses, and those who walked before us...