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i find things tormenting. i never know if im going to heaven or hell i am ignored in the church i attend people only talk to family members im just evil i am lonely. yes i have a good s upport system in sense but not off the internet. i can be grateful for what i do have i watched people grow...

i would like to also state that mental illnesses, trauma, and some physical illnesses can lead to brain injuries.....

what is up with the title?

i feel like a few of those in spiritual leadership criticized more than actually encouraged me. i supposedly prayed with someone to get saved in 2019 and i just ..... find her to be irritating. i just....wonder if something is wrong with me...

that is how i feel. if i feel hated and like they are acting better than me.... but i also want to know if im just being prideful? i like your seal avatar.

How do we tell the difference between if we are receiving correction or someone is just bringing us down? thank you.

i woke possibly at midnight sometimes last week and i heard thumping but everything had a green tint.

color programming seems to be a thing sometimes i will have dreams in a tinted color but it wont happen that often. i think i was kind of awake the last color and it was scary.

i dont remember if i discussed this but someone i know suggested i date someone i happened to have dated ten years ago. and then boom i feel ugly and worthless. he never r'd me but he would touch me. and i felt pressured into stuff. this woman's best friend is a woman that told him that i sound...

you are being helpful.... something similar hapepned before when i had bl**d in my urine and my sister said i was lying. but there was proof..... the lengths people go through..

you have a point in what you are saying let us say that i truly did have some sort of mental disorder that made things up such as the abuse. how would you treat such a family member? or what if i was evil and hateful and lying? how would you treat me? if a family member has the issues im accused...

i wanted to state that i wasnt trying to put down those who get help with disability there would be nothing wrong with anyone who needs it for me though, disability means that some relatives would get this money. and if i tried to get my own housing in my state it would mean i would have to keep...

I feel like Thomas is condemned to some degree when the lord really hadnt condemned him. Thomas was met and seen for who he was. I'm trying to believe that is how the Lord sees me. And then there are some people who believe i grew up religious....and in a godly family.

My thing is coming across those who suggest family therapy or mediated therapy.. My sister is considered the hero for offering to pay for my treatments and therapies. I don't let her. My mom said ...he offered to pay for therapy and if he actually was a areal abuser courts make them pay for the...

right i feel like a lot of people distanced from me in time... like they were probably told i am mental or something or lying.... not that they were told much and then theres people who are going through their own stuff which is fine.

my issue is wondering if God wants me to just accept life as it is. why try to be free when something will happen to take away any new friends i could make. :(

thank you ((hugs)) ❤️ i don tknow hwo to bring myself to do things.... my cheek is numb and im blind partially in the corner o fmy eye....very tired and feel lost im sorry

i can hardly try to pray and id like to ....its been so hard to read at all including the bible. praying is more important than reading sometimes in a sense. i have woken up to praying in the past and that is always interesting. my mind cant stop picturing a child bundled up in grass hiding or...

all i feel is dirty and ugly all the time. i want it to end. i feel guilty for being a tattler false accuser. im a freak

im here if you want to talk ive had a headache over a week now