I find myself re-creating the wheel. When others have already figured out stuff and I can just learn from them. So I study orthodox. I do ask questions though.
Ask questions.
Seek the truth, always, never give up. (keep seeking the truth).
Almost no one says they grew and learned though, after joining,
except those who saw the discord and infighting among the so-called Christians (the ones in name only, not true),
and went elsewhere to see if the exposure of them as false Christians (apostates or false teachers or simply false teachings) was and is truth.
Those who searched for the truth , thus, after seeing the much fighting and discord,
they left to other places (not forums, not chat rooms), to
find the truth,
and if they did, as at least one years ago posted saying they were surprised - they never expected to find that so much of christendom on earch is fale, - they were surprised,
but they searched and found the truth, and
thus were and remained (if they stayed faithful and true in Jesus)
saved from the multitudes of false teachings that engulf the world and the carnal...