Everything dies, even light (Black holes destroy light) Without universal entropy it would eventually get crowded.
Is this true? You seem to be switched on scientifically which is great. You must therefore know the Law Of Conservation Of Energy.
Energy can neither be created nor destroyed
Consequently we must ask ourselves what we really mean by "death" and "dying".
I think I've explained the metaphor of the Lego set before. You build a castle with the pieces, then a week later change your mind, dismantle it and build a rocketship with the same pieces.
Did the castle "die"?
I'd say no it didn't because it was just a form. The true nature of the pieces remain. The universal building blocks remain. They are now just another form.
So with black holes and light the same must hold true. The power of the black hole is enough to convert the energy that is light into something else, whatever that is.
And so too with ourselves. Our human form will be dismantled and our universal building blocks will be assembled into something else. And doubtless this has already been going on for millions of years. You were born in a star, likely as hydrogen and helium and change upon change has made you arrive here on this planet in this form.
Wicked people use psychological scaremongering to enslave others. To frighten them witless just as our mainstream media these past 3 years has been weaponised by governments to frighten people witless about a virus that is nowhere near as deadly as they make out.
It's a cruel thing to do to vulnerable people and we should wholeheartedly see the lies for what they are and reject that psychological attack.
Thus your predicament. Your OP.
I do wish to die before it becomes too dangerous to open your door and go outside. But death, that word is so universally accepted as a full stop
Actually wishing to end one's current human form isn't remotely strange nor should it be looked down on imo. It's a sign of maturity I think when people seriously contemplate "dying". I don't believe the life we have here is how things are supposed to be. I think we are supposed to be free and to live in bodies that do not age, get sick and perish. We are supposed to live free and happy and simply enjoy it all, enjoy each other's company in perfect bliss. It's the situation metaphorically described in Genesis as the Garden Of Eden.
However someone changed that situation. In Eden the humans had access to the special "food" that provides the levels of energy the human body needs to sustain itself, heal itself and never age. As someone versed in science you already know that the human body automatically regenerates EVERY CELL in the body every 5-10 years. Hence nothing in your body is older than this. We're not really conscious of it happening though of course we see our hair and nails and skin constantly replenished.
Why doesn't the body replenish all its cells faster than 5-10 years?
Because it's not getting the fuel it needs to do its job. Its not getting the life energy (the true fuel) that it requires.
So we're like Duracell batteries that were once plugged into a mains charger (when we were in the womb) and then got unplugged and now all we have is the store of energy we started out with and which is depleting all the time. Hence we get sick, the body struggles where to allocate the precious remaining energy. It has to prioritise the life support systems over lesser injuries and so on. But it is fighting a losing battle and our bodies are subjected to so many poisons and pollution and radiation that they're working overtime to rid themselves of all those things and expending precious life energy doing it.
We do get a little more life energy from the sun and from the air we breathe and a little in some of the foods we eat but over all we are actually starving because the real "food" humans need has been taken from us long ago and the secret for how to make or grow that food has been taken too and is now jealously guarded by secret societies and groups who don't want humanity to have it.
If we are going to restore Eden then we are going to have to tackle those groups or glean the secret for how to make this "food" ourselves from the plethora of works of sages and philosophers and other works like the Bible and Quran and Bhagavad Gita where these secrets are hidden in allegorical and cryptic text only understandable by those with the "eyes to see" and "ears to hear" that Jesus spoke of.
The likelihood is that billions of people will never come to that knowledge and so will perish (their human form) and will be recycled into the next form. It's largely up to us. The answers are out there, all we have to do is seek and we will find. What will definitely stunt our progress however and send us on completely the wrong path is allowing ourselves to be hoodwinked by religious indoctrination and the very kind of people that took this special "food" from us in the first place.