Hello all. Im the new guy, a true lifelong sinner, false convert, and cynic. I have been reading some of the old posts about how to get saved, and while its mostly what i grew up hearing, its still so confusing to me.
I am not saved. Im not even sure i can say im a false convert, as i have never truly thought that i was saved. What i dont get, is that even after doing what everyone has said about getting saved, why cant i find salvation?? Why is it so hard? I dont know why i cant make it happen. What am i missing?
Welcome to the forum!
To address salvation...you don't find it you accept it or reject it...it is a gift given to anyone who will accept it.
At Christmas do you accept gifts given you by family and friends, bosses and coworkers?
It's the same principle...a gift has been offered to you if you will receive it...
Once you receive it, He doesn't ask to get it back if you stumble and sin.
Once you have received this precious gift of salvation you become an adopted son or daughter into the family of God.
You said you believe in God...well that's accepting/receiving that what His Word teaches about him is true.
You have to come to Him with child-like faith.
This is what Jesus says about being a child
Matthew 18 (KJV)
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¹ At the same time came the disciples unto Jesus, saying, Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?
² And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them,
³ And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
⁴ Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
⁵ And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me.
⁶ But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.