Blessings to you Cameron. First thing is to trust the Lord and His desire for you and your life. Also trust in the promises He's made, and the strengths that are in you. I've had problems with thoughts, myself and everyone has. From sexual imorality of one sort or another, to blasphemies, and other misc evil vile things. Let me try to explain some simple truths, and give a testimony. This may be long, but it'll be here to read at your leasure. One thing to realise is this,,, 1 Corinthians 10:13There has no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it. You aren't going through anything new. Now, having solice in this, and the the Lord has shown that there will be problems with things such as these. He's taken care to provide ways out of it.And, we have power in Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; Now we see we have the Power, and the Lord provides a way,, Here's one way (as someone mentioned previously, but good enough for a bump) Philippians 4:8Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. My testimony on thoughts. How the Lord helped me.For years I struggled with the unpardonable sin. It was made worse because I have OCD. I order to thwart these fears, I found some things meant to help.I would think of the most vile disgusting thing,, and say,, That is not the Lord, that Is not God, that is not the Holy Spirit. Eventualy over time, these thoughts took other forms. They became actual physical thoughts of evil against God. It's almost like they grew. I kept thinking I was commiting an unpardonable sin, and given the nature of those thoughts,, in a way I was right. But, I fought and struggled. Sometimes not sleeping, and staying awake until I literaly crashed from exhaustion. I started chanting later on, words and numbers,, I'd count, then cuss, then say, the Holy Spirit is Holy not evil. What I noticed is, over years and years, this built upon itself, and built upon itself. I had a full fledged nervous breakdown. Everything kept getting worse the more I tried, the worse it got. I was at wits end man! But, I remember one night about a year ago. I was asking the Lord, what do I do? It's getting worse not better! The more I try the worse it gets! The Lord showed me about Paul having the messanger from Satan, and praying and the Lord said, "My grace is sufficient for you". At that moment I knew what He was talking about. The Lord was willing to work with me on this, and that what ever is going on is allowed for a reason, and that I don't need to worry about what's happening, because His grace is carrying me! This was a little before the night I was praying and asking how. So, that night I asked, "How do I stop this? What do I have to do?" The Lord told me then and there. "If you can add to it, you can take away from it." What a precious release that was! And a year later, My mind is clear, and I can think rationaly. I still have pangs every now and again, but It's dealt with. I can take away from what ever is added, I can take captive my thoughts, and turn my thoughts to what is Holy and Good. I can know the freedom of working out my salvation, through the grace of Jesus Christ. Another thing was Christina and Jordan explaining a few things on certain scriptures that I never knew, So, I believe the Lord sent me to them for that very purpose. Right after that, the Lord delivered me from a 10 year long Alcohol addiction. But, that's a different story. The point is, the Lord does provide a way, and you are not without hope. The very fact that you want to turn from this and seek the Lords face, speaks volumes of where your heart is. Blessings to you!