no, it was a very strange time, i was under attack from Satan, I still am! but that was intense. satan really was trying his hardest

God did help me through Thank god for being there when i needed him and he basically wants me to be a prophet like Ezekial but i dont think i can live up to that so i guess i am letting him down in that respect, i wish i was more committed to God and Christ, they feel like an afterthought a lot of the time but when i was going through my trials and when i was hospitalised i feel i was called by God to be a prophet.