Hi all,
I've been gone for awhile, I've had some turmoil in my life and work.
My job has become overwhelming, to the point where every morning I wake up with anxiety in my chest, a feeling of dread, I've had this in the past but not as bad as now to the point I get panic attacks and can't sleep, my Doctor prescribed me some sleep medication and anxiety medication to help with the attacks, but it's really not working.
I pray to God and our Lord Jesus Christ everyday to take these feeling of despair away from me, but they are still there, I've been on this medication for two years now, I feel like I can't take it anymore, I'm thinking about seeing a psychiatrist to see if she or he could help me, I can't continue on like this.
Sometimes I feel like God should take me from this Earth, I feel like my coworkers are talking behind my back and think I'm not competent for the job, which I am if I were trained properly, which the training at my job is horrendous, I've spoken to my lead guy who is in charge of the training to train me on new equipment for new projects that are coming up, he says okay and when I turn around the machinery is already assembled, it's almost like he's doing this on purpose for job security.
They hired this new guy that basically sits at his table all day, he's suppose to help me, but when I ask him for help he walks away and literally disappears, and my lead guy has complained about him to upper management a few times they do nothing, meanwhile I'm stuck doing all the work, and it's so overwhelming I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack, I'm constantly worrying because everything falls on me, and they all know it.
For those of you who know me already know I've had this type of problem before, I'm still at the same job and thought this was the job that Lord had opened the door for me, that I was going to be comfortable and do good and not have the same problems as I've had at my last job I quit 3 years ago because of the same situation.
So I'm asking that my brothers and sisters pray for me and that my situation gets better at this job, I've been here a year already, I pray everyday and night that my circumstances change, but they don't
I feel like people take my kindness as a weakness and take advantage of me, I've spoken to upper management several times about this guy and they have done nothing about it, he continues to sit at his desk doing nothing, and I get stuck with all the work.
What should I do, see this psychiatrist would this be like not believing that God could help my troubles through prayer, I'm 51 I can't keep changing from job to job.
And I feel like my prayers aren't being answered.
I've been gone for awhile, I've had some turmoil in my life and work.
My job has become overwhelming, to the point where every morning I wake up with anxiety in my chest, a feeling of dread, I've had this in the past but not as bad as now to the point I get panic attacks and can't sleep, my Doctor prescribed me some sleep medication and anxiety medication to help with the attacks, but it's really not working.
I pray to God and our Lord Jesus Christ everyday to take these feeling of despair away from me, but they are still there, I've been on this medication for two years now, I feel like I can't take it anymore, I'm thinking about seeing a psychiatrist to see if she or he could help me, I can't continue on like this.
Sometimes I feel like God should take me from this Earth, I feel like my coworkers are talking behind my back and think I'm not competent for the job, which I am if I were trained properly, which the training at my job is horrendous, I've spoken to my lead guy who is in charge of the training to train me on new equipment for new projects that are coming up, he says okay and when I turn around the machinery is already assembled, it's almost like he's doing this on purpose for job security.
They hired this new guy that basically sits at his table all day, he's suppose to help me, but when I ask him for help he walks away and literally disappears, and my lead guy has complained about him to upper management a few times they do nothing, meanwhile I'm stuck doing all the work, and it's so overwhelming I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack, I'm constantly worrying because everything falls on me, and they all know it.
For those of you who know me already know I've had this type of problem before, I'm still at the same job and thought this was the job that Lord had opened the door for me, that I was going to be comfortable and do good and not have the same problems as I've had at my last job I quit 3 years ago because of the same situation.
So I'm asking that my brothers and sisters pray for me and that my situation gets better at this job, I've been here a year already, I pray everyday and night that my circumstances change, but they don't
I feel like people take my kindness as a weakness and take advantage of me, I've spoken to upper management several times about this guy and they have done nothing about it, he continues to sit at his desk doing nothing, and I get stuck with all the work.
What should I do, see this psychiatrist would this be like not believing that God could help my troubles through prayer, I'm 51 I can't keep changing from job to job.
And I feel like my prayers aren't being answered.