Little bit of Old and New

[wolfwhisper]

Hello everyone, I'm a Christian and have been one since my conformation in 1994 while in the 9th grade. In my younger youth, I walked close beside our Lord. As I've been getting older. . . I've been allowing things to pull me away from his Word, to distract me, and I find myself lost. I was going to church, youth group. Stayed active even in college. When I moved up north, I was attending the Salvation Army. After being wronged there over a period of a year, my son and I found a new church, and after meeting my husband, church stopped all together, and I have been lost since. Before I moved I had a way of life in my head. I knew who I was, and who God wanted me to be, how he wanted me to raise my son. Now since then, I have a daughter too, still lost. My children have seen a mother, I never intended to be. I'm a shamed of the woman I have become. Knowing the stories of the Bible, I still find it hard to believe that he could still love me. Love me after I have failed him, failed my husband, failed my children. . . . Life is so much harder then people ever say. I just need to be home. That is why I registered today. I woke up this morning, with God calling me.I know as messed up as I have been, God still loves me. . .he's been talking to me. I've just had a hard time bringing myself to listen. I want to grow in Christ, but still find the Faithful, Christian I use to be. . .I need her back! Lisa

 

[Learning]

Hi Lisa! Glad to read that you know He still loves you and is with you. Seems you and I have some feelings that are the same about ourselves. Maybe different situations; however, the results are close. Glad you found the site and hopefully both of us can get back on track again. (((HUGS)))

 

[C 4 C]

Welcome Wolfwhisper.