I just had a vision for myself which is that I'm going to go to all the exercise programs offered for free to go to: group walks at the park or different places, stretching and exercise group, barbecue w/ other people who have mental health challenges coming up this summer. This would help me to get up on time, eat on time and sleep on time. I'm so happy I reduced a bit of my medication already and next month I have another medication to reduce and then next month which is 2 months later after that I have to reduce again and then 3 months later I have to reduce more of the previous medication and then the month after that I have to reduce the previous medication again and so on and then the Fall leaves would come out at some point and I would have my haircut and new glasses and then I might be doing an executive thing in the winter and I will be cooking more now and cleaning more. I'm so happy for this vision I had. I don't know if God gave it to me as I'm still not that close to God yet due to a reason which is having a lack of motivation from one of my medications but I prayed today about something and I just have to have the motivation from this vision I had. I hope for prayer that God will help me have the motivation and get all the exercise I need for health and have motivation. Thanks for the prayers everyone!