A while ago as I was praying I had a feeling that my prayers were lightweight and were floating like a balloon above my head. Thinking about it I realised that much of my prayer life was just like that; full of air and lacking substance; just a repetition of clichéd word and phrases; just lip service a lot of the time; going through the motions. It was no wonder I felt that I couldn’t get closer to God, it was almost like I was on autopilot when I prayed.
I have been searching my heart and I want to have a more intimate and close relationship with God but it has to be real and true and not pretend or half-hearted. I need to be grounded; anchored in Jesus; so that my prayers are real and effective; from my heart and soul; from deep within my spirit.
Twice recently I have come across the words 'prayed earnestly' in my daily bible readings so I have been wondering and asking God so show me how to 'pray earnestly'. And looking it up I found there are a lot of passages which say much the same thing.
James 5:17
Elijah was a human being, even as we are. He prayed earnestly that it would not rain, and it did not rain on the land for three and a half years.
I don’t want formulas, I want a living relationship. By formulas I think what I mean is just saying words with no heart; 'babbling'; adopting a certain position at a certain time in a certain place but with no real connection with God. I want my heart involved at all levels. I want my Lord Jesus to captivate my heart. I want my prayers to come from my heart not my head. I want to pray in tongues more; I want to hear God speaking to me; I want the Holy Spirit to show me what to pray and help me reach that place of intimacy with my God; to lead me into a deeper relationship with him.
I suppose this is what we all want too.
I have been searching my heart and I want to have a more intimate and close relationship with God but it has to be real and true and not pretend or half-hearted. I need to be grounded; anchored in Jesus; so that my prayers are real and effective; from my heart and soul; from deep within my spirit.
Twice recently I have come across the words 'prayed earnestly' in my daily bible readings so I have been wondering and asking God so show me how to 'pray earnestly'. And looking it up I found there are a lot of passages which say much the same thing.
James 5:17
Elijah was a human being, even as we are. He prayed earnestly that it would not rain, and it did not rain on the land for three and a half years.
I don’t want formulas, I want a living relationship. By formulas I think what I mean is just saying words with no heart; 'babbling'; adopting a certain position at a certain time in a certain place but with no real connection with God. I want my heart involved at all levels. I want my Lord Jesus to captivate my heart. I want my prayers to come from my heart not my head. I want to pray in tongues more; I want to hear God speaking to me; I want the Holy Spirit to show me what to pray and help me reach that place of intimacy with my God; to lead me into a deeper relationship with him.
I suppose this is what we all want too.