Now we wait. LOL
I don't know how often he's online. Maybe a mod knows how to get in touch?
To answer the question,
@Ritajanice I think I had a hard time in the beginning. But no, not really anymore.
My past is a testimony to God's greatness and whatever he saved me from glorifies Himself.
If you can remember that it's not about the your past, but goodness of God having been the one to change you and Jesus being the cure to sin, then you're not lost in grieving your mistakes but free in rejoicing in His love for you. Forgiven.
Forgiven and new! Put your CLEAN robe on!
What can wash away my sin
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
What can make me whole again
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
Oh precious is the flow, that makes me white as snow
No other fount I know
Nothing but the blood of Jesus