Serious Illness

[Sparrow]

Please pray for me, I have excrucuating pain in my spine and my doctors are taking me off my medicine for fear of addiction. I can't come here to chat because I am in too much pain even though I often wish I could. The pain is unbearable and I don't know what will happen to me when I have no medicine for it. I live in a city filled with homosexuals and witches, one cannot mention the word "God" anywhere in this place, and it is covered with a heavy spirit of evil that you can feel in the air. I am praying for several things: for God to heal my body completely, for God to heal my spirit, my soul, from childhood to today, and that He will provide me a home somehwere where people love and worship God in a town where my Home Church is, that is full of the love of God and His Truth so I can grow in the knowledge of, not how wretched and vile I am, but how wonderful and full of mercy God is. I have been in some bad churches filled with hatred and judgements, and I need a real church. "They will know we are Christians by our Love". We sing this all the time, now I need a Church like this. Thank you very much for your time. I am trusting that God will hear me, and soon, with your help in prayer. Love in Christ, "Sparrow" :bible:

 

[betchevy]

Sparrow, I am in much the same condition as you with regard to pain... I suggest you go to a pain mangement doctor... there are non narcotic ways to help you and sometimes you have to use them in order to have a life. I will be praying for you to have relief and in the mean time if you do not have a church , I study with a guy named Arnold Murry, you can find him on many Fox channels early in the morning or if you have Dish network he is on Channel 219 from 2:00am til 9:00 and then on 9407 from 9:00 to 11:00. He teaches line by line and verse by verse, so you get the Word and a lot of it. He's better than any church I have ever attended. My life was changed in an instant. I was teaching dance and working in managment 50 hours a week. I attended church on Saturdays and had one son at home. January 12th,2002 suddenly I was in a wheelchair and had no job, no church, no more dancing, nothing but God... He sent this preacher, Murray, to help me I had all the time in the world to pray, read the word and study. It ended up being the best thing that had ever happened to me. I will be praying for you daily and you wake up eveyday and tell God you love him, He will take care of you. Again look for a pain management specialist... they will have a better understanding of what you are going through.... I do not understand why these doctors have made this decision. Did something happen? pm me if you would like to talk more confidentially. I can pray more specifically if you tell me everything and it will help you to get it off your chest. I am not condemning you by any means... I think this is cruelty for the doctors to do this to you, no matter what happened. I am concerned for you facing this. I can put myself in that place and can not imagine what I would do knowing that the pain I am in would not have any relief coming...that would really try my faith.Plese keep in touch and let me know how things are progressing. I will be praying for you to find another doctor immediately. Please try.Betchevy