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[ThePuffyBlob]

8 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.

 

[quietthinker]

if i point a gun in my head and then pull the trigger will i die immediately?

what you'll do in that action is something super foolish!

 

[quietthinker]

Judas who spent three odd years with Jesus made an abysmal choice in betraying Jesus. He figured forgiveness was beyond him but he figured that wrongly, subsequently he made another poor choice in suicide.
God gives life, he doesn't take it from you. Choosing to take your own life is the most foolish of choices. Calling out to God for help in your desperation is a wiser choice.

 

[Lambano]

it scks to live in this world but i cannot kill myself so i'll ask soneone

I'm glad you're not going to kill yourself, but I can't think of any way to help you except pray for you.

 

[Mayflower]

This is a list of places when you feel suicidal. Please take this route. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

US by Phone: 800-SUICIDE (784-2433)
US by Online Chat: IMAlive
IMAlive – Free and confidential online crisis chat
US by Phone or Online Chat: Samaritans
24/7 Helpline - Samaritans
International: Befrienders
Contact Us | Befrienders

 

[Mayflower]

Prayers stredaleve...

 

[Lambano]

Thank you, Mayflower. That may help someone. Unfortunately, stredaleve is in the Philippines and cannot access the US numbers. Maybe the International one.

 

[Hidden In Him]

so i'll be arrested sooner or later i'm sure another misunderstanding will happen i'm too sick of it when they arrest me i'll end it all

Yeah, don't say this kind of thing. Demons can hear and read, and they can try and set you up for this sort of thing if think you have made a serious decision about it. Just give your time to Jesus. Pick up your Bible and ask Him to speak to you, and He will.

 

[Cassandra]

This is the number for Phillipines. 0966-351-4518
I know what it feels like to be invisible and worthless. I got help from counselors and others in the Mental Health field.
God made doctors and health professionals too. Sometimes there is something biochemical going on,other times it is just something you grew up with, and still contain. Everyone who says something negative to you adds more credence to you thinking you don't have value. But I want you to know that you do.
You need to find someone to talk to who can evaluate and help you with what ever is going on.
May the Lord direct your steps. ♥♥♥

 

[lilygrace]

are you able to identify what is triggering you? trauma or spiritual, etc? anything?
i recognize you as being here and everyone means something to me here.

 

[Brakelite]

Jesus, your Creator, paid the ransom price for your redemption. You need do nothing to impress God, or convince Him to love you. He loved you before you were born, He loves you now, and he'll love you tomorrow, and there's nothing you can do to change that. Your redemption price, like a ransom price for a kidnap victim, is a perfect reflection of your value or worth to God. That price was the life of His Son.
How much value do you place on the life of God's Son? Because you are of equal value.

 

[Josho]

well i'll probably go to jail sooner or later it's because i am so distress yesternight and went to find comfort in the christian world but did not find it when i seriously need them where are they

they probably do not know i then tried to embraced the darkness even if it does not fit me and it went in perfectly after a few mins it lasted for hours i then went to the dark web(yes darkweb not deepweb) to search something not legal and so while i am doing this the location is turned on so they for sure know where i am

so i'll be arrested sooner or later i'm sure another misunderstanding will happen i'm too sick of it when they arrest me i'll end it all

It's highly unlikely you would be arrested as you only "searched" something on the dark web, if you have asked for God's forgiveness, he has forgiven you.

I think you really should go speak with your parents about how you are feeling though, maybe they can help pull you through these tough times, or maybe you have an uncle, auntie, grandma or grandpa that can help pull you through, just remember Jesus is there for you. I will praying for peace and joy for you.

 

[Lambano]

I agree with Josho. I seriously doubt anybody will come looking for you.

 

[Heart2Soul]

@stredaleve
I assume you're a brother in Christ....not a sister.......it really breaks my heart that you are hurting so much right now but I can promise this will pass...even the Bible says there is a season for everything...a time to rejoice and a time to cry...
I am lifting you up in prayer...
Please, if you would consider taking the time to check out the links below of some stories of suicide survivors and maybe they can encourage you to put those thoughts out of your head.. God Bless and protect you...
Amen

Story Categories Recent Suicide Attempt : Lifeline

 

[Heart2Soul]

i did tried to talk to christ w/o the bible because at the time i am alone in a place i didn't bring anything i am probably too wicked for christ at the time i want to cry because tears wants to come out but i know crying is pointless it won't change anything and strangers probably will misunderstood me again for a crazy person

Please watch this short video..
I love what this man said in this video.....
We are not sinners because we are sinning.... .
We are sinning because we are sinners ...

 

[Rita]

Hi Stredaleve
I am so very sorry for the way you are feeling. I wanted to try and link you to something that helped me many years ago, my struggles were different but inside I still felt totally irrelevant. For me , years later, I understand why. All of our journeys are different and I don’t know you well enough to give advise on a human level….however there is one thing that is universal, the power of truth spoken out.
There is a book called ‘ Victory over the darkness ‘ inside they have a list of bible verses that you read out loud everyday for a month, sounds crazy I know and I was skeptical that it would have any effect ……but it did.
I can’t find the list on line, but I am hoping I still have the book so that I can type them out here for you, will you just try this, honestly Jesus loves you and right now your mind is just full of lies about yourself - so these verses speak truth over you…….you may not believe the verses at first, I didn’t , but persevere ……

My son has been where you are …….he came to faith this year, that means with all his past and all his mistakes Jesus still sort him out and loved him. ……I will go and see if I can find the book xxxxxx

 

[ThePuffyBlob]

Hi Stredaleve
I am so very sorry for the way you are feeling. I wanted to try and link you to something that helped me many years ago, my struggles were different but inside I still felt totally irrelevant. For me , years later, I understand why. All of our journeys are different and I don’t know you well enough to give advise on a human level….however there is one thing that is universal, the power of truth spoken out.
There is a book called ‘ Victory over the darkness ‘ inside they have a list of bible verses that you read out loud everyday for a month, sounds crazy I know and I was skeptical that it would have any effect ……but it did.
I can’t find the list on line, but I am hoping I still have the book so that I can type them out here for you, will you just try this, honestly Jesus loves you and right now your mind is just full of lies about yourself - so these verses speak truth over you…….you may not believe the verses at first, I didn’t , but persevere ……

My son has been where you are …….he came to faith this year, that means with all his past and all his mistakes Jesus still sort him out and loved him. ……I will go and see if I can find the book xxxxxx

uhh yes i will after i solve the first problem the price that i probably payed for comforting myself to the darkness @Josho is what you said really true? i won't be? even if the gps is on?

 

[Waiting on him]

uhh yes i will after i solve the first problem the price that i probably payed for comforting myself to the darkness @Josho is what you said really true? i won't be? even if the gps is on?

Maybe what sense as comfort isn’t truly comforting at all?

 

[Waiting on him]

Well, it’s 2 am here. I do believe you’ve received some good advice, but as usual it’s only as good as it’s observed. Hope to talk to you soon.

 

[ThePuffyBlob]

Maybe what sense as comfort isn’t truly comforting at all?

it's rough
not really comforting but it did removed all my previous thoughts so it is still a comfort