All you want to do dude is whine and complain about your 'lousy' lot in life. At this point, I don't care if I'm banned from this forum, but I'm gonna tell you this...I could smack myself repeatedly in the face with a banana until I eventually draw blood and end up collapsing
You want to hold God responsible for your life. Meanwhile,God gave you a CHOICE, just like He did the rest of us.
You took care of a dog for 10 years? You had a CHOICE, brother. Whether or not you LIKED those choices is on YOU. NOT God.
You're doing the same thing Adam did...BLAME someone else, including God, for HIS choice. Man has blamed God for their own choices SINCE the days of Adam. No news to any Christian.
Wanna think you're BETTER than God? GO for it. I think that God may have a different opion....
You say you wanna "check out" of life in this planet. What makes you think that if *you* DID check out, that *YOU* would automatically end up in heaven? Do you really believe that you're that "good" to where you 'deserve' heaven?
No dude, just no. The moderators can do what they will with my post. And I'll suspect that you'll return to me some little one line "zinger" as you seem to like to do. Nothing of substance. Just another insult.
As usual..