Still struggling but its taking over my emotions. Thankfully, I can see a counselor technically this afternoon.
Baby's sleep schedule is off and others dont seem to understand that it affects me. So I guess I need to make them. I cant remember the last time I just got to sleep for 8 hours. Why am I even trying to be nice anymore? Its not real. There's no one to be angry at but I feel angry.
That’s exactly how it works with me, Wynona, this isn’t about me sweetie, I just want you to know I understand you, I have a senile dog, he has me up all hours of the night, I’m exhausted, I have to sleep when he sleeps, I get angry then beat myself up over being angry,...nothing wrong with being angry , as long as it’s under control.
My emotions controlled my entire life because my family played on my emotions growing up , long story.
I am pleased to hear you are seeing a counsellor, I saw one for years, I could and did let everything inside of me that I had bottled “ out” with her, even then I had to go through quite a few counsellors to get to the one who understood “ me”....I know how you feel about being nice as well, trust me I was a nasty person for a long time even as a Born Again, I needed to experience that emotion, another long story.
Praying and thinking of you, I do hope the counselling goes ok.
I hope this has helped you feel not so alone, I’m right there with you ,God Bless Sis,xxxx