Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

[Jostler]

obviously that gift moved powerfully both ways. From son to mother, and from mother to son.

 

[Jostler]

something came up recently I wsnt to share here, as a seed for survivors to ponder on, and begin working to believe in. This is God's judgement against those witches, sorcerers and programmers that have afflicted you with their satanically inspired evil designs:

 

[Jostler]

Ezekiel 13:17-23 NKJV — “Likewise, son of man, set your face against the daughters of your people, who prophesy out of their own heart; prophesy against them, “and say, ‘Thus says the Lord GOD: “Woe to the women who sew magic charms on their sleeves and make veils for the heads of people of every height to hunt souls! Will you hunt the souls of My people, and keep yourselves alive? “And will you profane Me among My people for handfuls of barley and for pieces of bread, killing people who should not die, and keeping people alive who should not live, by your lying to My people who listen to lies?” ‘Therefore thus says the Lord GOD: “Behold, I am against your magic charms by which you hunt souls there like birds. I will tear them from your arms, and let the souls go, the souls you hunt like birds. “I will also tear off your veils and deliver My people out of your hand, and they shall no longer be as prey in your hand. Then you shall know that I am the LORD. “Because with lies you have made the heart of the righteous sad, whom I have not made sad; and you have strengthened the hands of the wicked, so that he does not turn from his wicked way to save his life. “Therefore you shall no longer envision futility nor practice divination; for I will deliver My people out of your hand, and you shall know that I am the LORD.” ’ ”

 

[Jostler]

The King James translation has some differences that are relevant and accurate too:

Ezekiel 13:20 KJV — Wherefore thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, I am against your pillows, wherewith ye there hunt the souls to make them fly, and I will tear them from your arms, and will let the souls go, even the souls that ye hunt to make them fly.

 

[Jostler]

every survivor i know of has alters inside that know the horror of being "made to fly"

 

[Jostler]

they will be coming back home...to rest...very, very soon.

 

[Jostler]

His judgement is now beginning to be released against those who traffic in "the bodies and souls of men"

Revelation 18:13 NKJV — “and cinnamon and incense, fragrant oil and frankincense, wine and oil, fine flour and wheat, cattle and sheep, horses and chariots, and bodies and souls of men.

 

[Jostler]

read Revelation 18...it is an Ccounting of His judgment of Mystery Babylon. One of the great sources of her wealth and power came through buying and selling "the bodies AND the souls" of people. They will be set free.

 

[Jostler]

Not only will they be set free, but He will heal them, and weaponize them, place them at the front of His army, to JUDGE the ones that abused them. They will be His special forces contingent...going behind enemy lines to wreak destruction on the enemy. They will be strong, and do great exploits in His Name, because they know their God. By the time He finishes your deliverance, you will know Him at depths, and in ways very few humans have ever known Him. He will reveal Himself to you in ways others cannot fathom,because they have not experienced what you have. The process is Him revealing Himself. I know its hard, and often very confusing right now. Of course He is also very aware of just how tough the path He has called you to walk really is. He will provide the strength and persistence to walk that path. Trust Him as best you can. He will finish this, through it seems so long, and so impossible to endure....He will finish it.

 

[Jostler]

the gates of hell will not prevail against you, when He has healed, trained and placed you.

 

[Jostler]

When these alters that were "made to fly" are brought home, expect some confusion. They are parts of your consciousness...your person who were split from you at a very early age, and then thrust into the second heaven to be used there for terrible things. They may bring back memories that are very hard to face. They have never lived in body that they can remember. Sight, sound and physical sensations will be totally new to them, and at first that will be very confusing to them. God will get you through all that...but it will have its challenges too.

 

[Jostler]

trust Him, He has a point to all of this you are enduring. It may seem very difficult to believe right at this moment, but He is preparing you to accomplish incredibly powerful things, of great ETERNAL significance.

 

[Jostler]

 

[Jostler]

thats you, people of God. Walking on hands of angels, crushing snakes, fearless in the shadow of His wings....thats you....back from the dead....alive again in Him. Thats YOU.

 

[Jostler]

Do you see Him? Lord Jesus give us eyes to see...

 

[truthquest]

 

[truthquest]

That's a great song. I'm going to have to share it.

 

[lilygrace]

there is a reason why i brought up the autism concern.
i am not sayiing im not autistic but i dont know if i was understandable.
my mother is insisting that i talk to someone she knows who is a therapist for autism specifically.
im not in denial that these are my issues but i dont feel free to talk about trauma. also shes a few hundred dollars for the first few sessions.
i do not even feel its the right thing to do to go anyway to make my mom feel pacified.
it seems mean to make her feel broke. i dont know what to do. i wish i had never had nervous breakdowns recently.

 

[lilygrace]

a couple days after the problem me and my mom had, i was in a relaxed mood again. my mom was saying i was two different people and wanted to pick out names for them. it made me uncomfortable.

 

[Shattered]

I have autistic alters, @lilygrace . Autism is a spectrum, meaning there are developmental disabilities which manifest in a variety of different ways.

My autistic alters have been identified as high-functioning. They are savants, evidencing a degree of skill with a particular field of narrow interest beyond the norm. For example, one of my autistic alters whom I call the Musician is skilled with musical instruments and composing music.

The "computer" alter KZ54 is another example. His capacity with absorbing and processing data borders on the insane. KZ54 was like a quantum probability machine, precisely what my programmers intended him to be. Put something --- anything --- in front of him and KZ54 would figure it out. My handlers would check on his progress, prompting him to furnish status reports when queued. Just like a computer.