Hi, well this was for you to- God Knows the future, and knew you would be interested, very few have commented
and one would think these Video's would of went Viral on You Tube, but other Videos do- ones of disgust, and evil etc
this also points to the fact that Satan is in battle to Harvest as many people before he's time is up.
I do forgive you for being envious. Yourself being in touch with your emotions is Spirituality in a sense, looking within,
as long as we transform, . God is with you, and the Spirit, in time you will see the splendor hang on sister.
My life has been Turmoil, and Thwarted by other's i have been Tortured and drugged for 6 hrs, electrocuted,
and stabbed with syringes, by terrible humans, my food been glassed, and chemical put in it. Stalked, falsely accused,
framed. College was made very difficult for me, my Intellectual property, inventions stolen.
Then a Heart attack, the doctors had no explanation how i lived for 5 days with a ruptured artery.
I do, and all the years of persecution, no one would help me no one not the Authorities, not the Government,
i wake at 2am nearly every morning, because of trauma i type now at 3.10am. I cried out to God, many times
no human power most probably could not of relieve my pain, but one could, and The Holy Spirit Intervened, and
now we have been shown there is a force there is a creator, there is hope, this has given me solace.
I have to forgive my persecutors this is very hard, but brings some relief and freedom- Jesus taught us that.
I hope my Persecutor's find God, i once wanted to witness them sent to hell and suffer 100 fold how i did, how i longed for that,
but Christianity does not teach that. For God is the final Judge, i hope and Pray they repent, because the door is closing .
I am not perfect, though i am trying extremely hard to be loving to all fellow humans, and kind to myself, and thank God for
being Grateful that i can see the Beauty from the Pain .
Have a Wonderful day Sister.
Ian.