Recent content by Harold

All will believe in Christ and all will be saved, that’s Christian Universalism. 1 Cor 13:8 NRSVue Love never ends. But as for prophecies, they will come to an end; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will come to an end. 1 Corinthians 13:8 Interlinear: The love doth never...

It is 10:28 PM Mama: Why did our life turn into like this. Why something turned upside down. Jaysa: My identity is who I have been this whole time. Mama: What is it. What's your identity. What is your identity. What is your identity [my birth name]. What did you say. What did you say...

Then around 8:34 PM Mama: If papa passes away then you're gonna be the father. The man in the house ok. You know what I'm saying? That's why you need to be strong. Strong. Your moral value should be strong. Character should be you know...You might be confused with your sexuality. Don't be...

Though I go by “Jaysa” aka JSA now, my online name from my website used to be Harold Samson. I hope my mother does not try to cut my hair while I am asleep. Then around 6:03 PM today my mother tells me “Cause you are the man in the house. If papa passes away you're gonna be the man of the...

Yesterday I came out as a transfemme. I am a Christian Universalist transgirl, so I believe that all will be given faith in Christ by God and thus gain permanent salvation. Today, Dec 15 2023, my transphobic Infernannihlationist mother is already gaslighting me saying "Don't get your identity...

Today, Dec 14 2023, I was literally crying and shitting in the Subway washroom. It was around noon when I met with my former Dr. boss who I worked for over the summer. He describes to me how I read at least 170 scholarly papers in around 4 months when another . I was doing paid work for a...

[Editor’s Note: So I meant to post this earlier, but I still had to edit this. Now that it’s done, figured I’ll post it already. This was from around 3 days ago] It's around 2:46 PM Dec 10 2024 and my mother is harassing me for defending my sister earlier today. My father is driving, I’m...

[editor’s note: gonna be sending this one mostly unedited, feel some raw suffering here, since I don’t know how long I have before my mother comes back downstairs] tfw i gotta phone call my insurance broker. planned on telling them it seems likely i have: adhd, autism, anxiety, burnout...

There I was sitting on the floor as my mother went on another one of her rants trying to justify her abuse, what she calls “parenting”, today Dec 11 2023 around 1:27 PM. My throat still hurts, even when drinking water, so it can hurt even to talk. But I’m willing to go through that if it means...

I could hear my [Christian Infernannihlationist] mother shouting so loud at my [Christian Universalist] sister at 9:29 AM before we were going to church that I could hear her from the basement from the washroom from the toilet I'm sitting on right now. [Many things can be heard. So will not...

Around 1 PM Dec 9th I was shoveling snow. Typical here in “Winnipeg” (aka Winterpeg). And it made me wonder of how the word “snow” appears in the Bible. שָׁ֫לֶג (sheleg) for snow is used in ```Isaiah 1:18 NRSVue Come now, let us argue it out, says the Lord: If your sins are like scarlet...

There was an Infernalist that I was messaging online yesterday, today being Dec 8th 2023, and they showed this verse: ``` Matthew 10:28 28 Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; rather, fear the one who can destroy both soul and body in hell ``` Matthew 10:28 - Fear...

That's a good point in favour of Christian Universalism. But yes, I do think everyone shall be eternally saved. I think each of us has an aspect of goodness, as we are all made in the image of God Genesis 1:27, so I think it only makes sense that God wants to reconcile with every image of...

There was an Infernalist that I was messaging online yesterday, today being Dec 8th 2023, and they showed this verse: ``` Matthew 10:28 28 Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; rather, fear the one who can destroy both soul and body in hell ``` Matthew 10:28 - Fear...

Dec 6 2023 around 8:07 PM I was with my sister downstairs and my mother came down and started harassing my sister again, describing how my sister will not do well. So, I asked my mother if she was betting against my sister’s success, and our mother said that she was betting against her success...