Recent content by John Brown

alright, I'm out

1-yes 2-hard to say, which makes #1 questionable in hindsight. 3-was going to church 3 times a week. but now, with what happened in the last few days - I've given up. I don't want anyone around, I just want to sleep. 4-I don't follow. but no one has really addressed my question - whether I...

yeah, I wasn't sure I'd come back when it turned into clowns debating health-wealth heresy... as if that's appropriate now.

pills require precision; it's not surprising she failed.

if I knew it wouldn't send me to hell, there are ways out with 100% certainty - apart from counteracts of god. but as for "daring" death, you're right - and that's one of my concerns. it could end up merely injuring me. so, finding a good method is difficult.

it's the only thing of importance stopping me. it's depressing to be stuck in life just because of this possibility. if someone could *prove* to me that I wouldn't go to hell, I'd start working toward that objective.

Wow, the health-wealth heresy is popular here? Just wonderful.

Death Seekers are those who actively try to commit suicide. They might use a gun, poison, etc. Death Darers are those who don't try to kill themselves, they just put themselves in dangerous situations they normally wouldn't. I want to know if I can do the latter. I'm very unhappy with life...