Death Seekers are those who actively try to commit suicide. They might use a gun, poison, etc.
Death Darers are those who don't try to kill themselves, they just put themselves in dangerous situations they normally wouldn't.
I want to know if I can do the latter.
I'm very unhappy with life. I'm disabled and poor; I've tried multiple times to make myself a useful member of society so I can stop leeching, but every time I get knocked down.
I'm always one step away from having my life ruined and not being able to recover.
Constantly I'm in pain - because my disabilities and now my circumstances.
I'm in school, but I was just placed in one of those circumstances that I can't get out of. My new problem has me feeling sick / being in pain most of the day, and most days. (This isn't disability related, except that I don't have/can't earn the money to get away from it.)
I believe in God. In the past, I was certain I cherished him - but anymore I feel so beaten that it seems like I can't feel it, although I want to.
I know that if I were with christ now, I'd be happy. I'd feel loved, and my pain would be gone.
Most of all, I just want to be free.
I want my pain to end...
Can I intentionally put myself in bad situations? Will I go to hell?
Death Darers are those who don't try to kill themselves, they just put themselves in dangerous situations they normally wouldn't.
I want to know if I can do the latter.
I'm very unhappy with life. I'm disabled and poor; I've tried multiple times to make myself a useful member of society so I can stop leeching, but every time I get knocked down.
I'm always one step away from having my life ruined and not being able to recover.
Constantly I'm in pain - because my disabilities and now my circumstances.
I'm in school, but I was just placed in one of those circumstances that I can't get out of. My new problem has me feeling sick / being in pain most of the day, and most days. (This isn't disability related, except that I don't have/can't earn the money to get away from it.)
I believe in God. In the past, I was certain I cherished him - but anymore I feel so beaten that it seems like I can't feel it, although I want to.
I know that if I were with christ now, I'd be happy. I'd feel loved, and my pain would be gone.
Most of all, I just want to be free.
I want my pain to end...
Can I intentionally put myself in bad situations? Will I go to hell?