Recent content by Seekerofthetruth

True. I don’t really feel anything when reading the word though. I should look to Jesus no matter what.

Galnaros I am convinced that God had given me over to a reprobate mind. My conscience is seared beyond recovery. :/

I am not concerned about my sin in the slightest. I have a reprobate mind unfortunately. I can’t repent. I am NUMB to my sin. Completely numb. I’ve tried to reprogram my thoughts but evil thoughts come in. Im afraid of killing myself but I know I will end up in hell either way. I am a sociopath...

Even the verses about forgiveness bring me nothing but condemnation.

I hope this message is true. This website is good. Check it out. I get nothing but condemnation and anxiety doubts when reading the Bible. I honestly would trade anything to have a clean conscience if I really think about it. My will to seek God is getting less and less everyday.

I honestly feel like giving up. When I read about Jesus I get nothing but condemnation. I am indifferent to my sin. I can commit any sin and not feel remorse about it. Nothing moves me in the slightest.

I found this at my job today. I hope this is a sign God is drawing me to salvation. It could have been an answer to someone praying for me I’m not sure, God works in mysterious ways. It gives me a tiny sliver of hope. Will take a break from the board for a while :)

I am completely indifferent to my sin. I have been and will seek Jesus whether He answers me or not. He deserves all the glory.

I’ve heard there are no coincidences when it comes to God

Thank you I will seek Jesus as long as I have breath! I need to fight those evil thoughts by replacing them with good thoughts. It’s not easy but it’s worth it.

I have committed the unpardonable sin. I have deliberately said evil things against the Holy Spirit and countless deliberately thought evil thoughts against the Holy Spirit. I cannot be saved. I am indifferent to this deep down. I’ve tried to seek Christ but it is in vain. I am like Cain. I know...

Well I think I have absorbed the belief that God (Jesus) doesn’t love me for years and years without consciously thinking about it. I remember about a decade ago telling my mom God hates me. It’s hard to unlearn lies when you have absorbed them for a long time.

I am not a born again Christian though so I never lost my salvation to begin with. I’ve been seeking God for several months now and when I do I grind and gnash so to speak. If the finger of God has indeed hardened my heart I should just accept my fate and give up. I’m thinking about giving up. I...

I have good news. In January of 2020 a man came up to me out of the blue and told me “Jesus loves you” after I messaged two people saying that He didn’t. That man walked up to me and walked away. In October last year a man asked me if I knew Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior after I asked him...

I have good news. In January of 2020 a man came up to me out of the blue and told me “Jesus loves you” after I messaged two people saying that He didn’t. That man walked up to me and walked away. In October last year a man asked me if I knew Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior after I asked him...