Now that I am turning away from sin and all of the new age practices I used to engage in, I'm being attacked a lot. I was attacked even before I stopped watching those tarot readings. 2 nights ago, I was trying to go to sleep and a massive wave of anxiety came over me. This is how it usually starts.
I started hearing a distorted voice screaming "NOOOOOO!" This was a couple minutes after I prayed. I was trying to sleep and a bunch of images flashed through my mind. One of them was an upside down cross and I heard screaming. I can't explain why this happens. It brings me back to my childhood where I'd have night terrors.
What I explained above rarely happens. I feel intense fear out of nowhere. After this happened, I prayed 50 prayers I found online and I was left alone until I woke up at 3 am with the same fear. I had dreams. I had nightmares that were so intense, but I could only remember small parts of them. (This happens a lot, but not as much now.) I feel like I'm getting attacked through them. Before I stopped watching tarot readings, I was woken up at various parts of the night. So much I hardly got a restful sleep.
I stopped watching those readings and started talking to God often and I had peace for weeks! I can't even remember how long. 2 days ago is when I started getting bothered again. My faith kind of wavered because of that and I watched tarot again and of course got attacked again.
Just wanted to share my experience and see if anyone else has gone through the same.
I started hearing a distorted voice screaming "NOOOOOO!" This was a couple minutes after I prayed. I was trying to sleep and a bunch of images flashed through my mind. One of them was an upside down cross and I heard screaming. I can't explain why this happens. It brings me back to my childhood where I'd have night terrors.
What I explained above rarely happens. I feel intense fear out of nowhere. After this happened, I prayed 50 prayers I found online and I was left alone until I woke up at 3 am with the same fear. I had dreams. I had nightmares that were so intense, but I could only remember small parts of them. (This happens a lot, but not as much now.) I feel like I'm getting attacked through them. Before I stopped watching tarot readings, I was woken up at various parts of the night. So much I hardly got a restful sleep.
I stopped watching those readings and started talking to God often and I had peace for weeks! I can't even remember how long. 2 days ago is when I started getting bothered again. My faith kind of wavered because of that and I watched tarot again and of course got attacked again.
Just wanted to share my experience and see if anyone else has gone through the same.