Abandoned by nature or god

I wish i could help you, but im currently struggling with things myself. Not drugs buy faith. Im very sorry that you are going through this. Are you making headway to getting off of the drugs? Will you tell us about this tarot man? (im also sorry that you have not recieved a response in a month, thats very disconcerting to me)

(Herman1979y;63959)
The past 10 years have been bad. I started doing drugs which has led to:1) No real friends + my best friend left me2) No respect from mom and dad and no help or conversations only mad screaming and psykotic behavior and abuse.3) Got all these bills so I will never get a home. 4)Met insanely evil tarot man who I think did magick on me5)Met the love of my life, but then she left me!6) People just keep screaming at me and treat me like ****7)medicated by mental hospital because I talked about the tarot man8) Haven't had a job for 10 years now9) everyone tells me there are peole who have it worse than you!!!!Do they?? Thanks for the help..10) will never have children because of satanic tarot man11) lay in bed 20 hours a day because of the tarot man12) Cry 4 hours a dayI haven't even gotten a hug and noone has taken time to really talk to me.Does the light exist? I am 29 what do I do?
Cry out to God. God can save you and turn your life around. No it won't be easy, but God will help you and save your from these awful tradegies cry out for help, forgiveness! There is light, i will talk to you anytime. Feel free to pm me