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I knew the lake represented the grief i needed to express...the dam was lies i believed to be true, that kept me from grieving....and being healed the way He designed us to.

He showed me a picture of a huge lake with a big dam holding the water in the lake. He poked His finger into the dam. Made a small hole in it, and water came gushing out the hole....shooting out an intense, high pressure stream of water. But, I could see the water flowing into the lake was...

it went on for a long time..it physically exhausted me. But then He began to speak to me about tears. There are three kinds of tears. Tears of despair, borne on hopelessness. These are not good tears. Thats what I was crying when He had to intervene on my behalf. Grinding hopeless...

the tears got even more violent...just great wracking sobs, way too deep for words, but my mind was stable. I wasn't "losing it" :)

some years later, I ended up grieving again. And this time the tears were even more violent. Immediately I thought of the first instance and wondered if I was about to lose my mind again. But these tears were different. Very different. After that first thought...I could feel I was not...

The angel called my name, but in a language I couldn't understand. It was a beautiful, musical language...my name in that language sounded like a series of tinkling silver bells. He said a few more sentences but I didn't comprehend any of that. All I knew was my name. Anyway, within a...

there was an incredible peace that seemed to flow from that hand, slowly spreading toward my head and my feet. Very shortly those wracking tears just dried up. A peace I can't possibly describe filled me.

I felt a presence enter the room, and felt a hand press into the middle of my back. I tried to roll over so I could see this person, (to this day I think it was an angel)... but I wasn't allowed to roll over...I couldn't move.

I think I might have really gone insane if the Lord had not intervened...but He did intervene.

While Truthquest is busy with Him, I've got something I want to share about tears...something I believe the Lord taught me. At one time, years ago, I was so desperately suffering from a loss, I began to cry so hard, I thought I was losing my mind. I dissociated. Part of me left my body and I...

Hugs. Take all the time you need. I think the Lord just did something powerful....bless you.

It is. Amazing....

lord please let those tears flow freely...healing tears. I know those are precious to You, you keep every one of those tears in bottles as memorials of the pain You suffer with Your people. Please guide Truthquests heart into the grieving process through which You can bring final healing...

I know God does not accuse us because we were powerless...completely unable to rescue. Thats a huge burden, To feel guilty about losses we had no power to stop. I pray He will show you how to let go of that burden and let Him carry it. He is strong enough to bear it....we are not...and He...

you are owned by God, bought with a price...a precious treasure to Him. His inheritance. Their control of uou is broken...utterly broken.

Well....he thought he was in complete control:) but God has kinda messed up their control :) there might be some things left for God to show you ( and all of us) about all this....maybe some more steps left to make in order to experience complete freedom. But they will NEVER be able to...

I don't think they will need tobresort to CGI. Some of these "ships" are very real, existing as three dimensional objects that can be touched and perceived by our normal human senses. They won't need CGI deception. All they will have to do is have a few of those very real ships show up...

I'm going to take a break for an hour or so. I haven't eaten today so I need to cook some food. I'll be re-reading and praying while I do that and see what kind of leading I might discern to move forward from here.

Well...mostly caught up. Guys please forgive me if I don't see or respond to posts very quickly. I am trying to keep track of a lot. Several PMs, messages, album entries....trying to keep it all straight can be challenging, and takes some time sometimes. But I'm trying, and I usually...

Yes, I see it now. I miss a lot when I'm composing long posts of my own, but I do go back and review to see what I missed. It can take a few minutes, but I'm caught up again now.